The First Time We Met

Ratatouille:
finally this show is out! =)
though i watch it several times....but still find it great...it's about friendship...promises and how one could keep up to his promise... =)

ha...ytd oso went to catch 881...
SUPER TOUCHING...!

but reali...life is lyk that...there's up and downs...
NEVER:

get too angry with something and someone and drag too long

(coz' bad for health and make u unhappy)

trust someone fully unless u urself thinks that u noe this person too well!
break your promises to others

(coz life is short...when u finally realise that u shudn't have done so...the person may have

left u and u'll lead a life full of regrets)

hurt others too badly
ask for anything in return if u done a good deed

actualli there's many more 'Never'...but it's there to await us to discover it!

but u should always keep looking @ the bright side of life...

u c...i ever sae...life is short...lyk a movie...no replay...

life is full of challenges...lyk a song...but no repeats....

but life can b a rainbow....depends on how u look @ it! =)

Sing along NOW!!

ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BIGHT SIDE OF LIFE! =) the lyrics...

Some things in life are bad,

They can really make you mad,

Other things just make you swear and curse.

When you're chewing on life's gristle

Don't grumble, give a whistle.

And this'll help things turn out for the best.

And....Always look on the bright side of life, (whistle)

Always look on the bright side of life, (whistle)

If life seems jolly rotten,

There's something you've forgotten,

And that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing.

When you're feeling in the dumps,

Don't be silly chumps.

Just purse your lips and whistle,

that's the thing.

And...Always look on the bright side of life. (whistle)

Come on...Always look on the bright side of life...

For life is quite absurd,

And death's the final word,

You must always face the curtain with a bow.

Forget about your sin,

Give the audience a grin,

Enjoy it - it's your last chance anyhow.

So always look on the bright side of death,

Just before you draw your terminal breath,

Life's a piece of shit,

When you look at it,

Life's a laugh and death's a joke, it's true.

You'll see it's all a show,

Keep 'em laughing as you go.

Just remember that the last laugh is on you.

And always look on the bright side of life,

Always look on the right side of life,

Come on guys, cheer up.

Always look on the bright side of life.

Worse things happen at sea, you know.

Always look on the bright side of life.

I mean - what have you got to lose?

You know, you come from nothing,you're going back to nothing.

What have you lost?

Nothing!

Always look on the bright side of life.

2:22 AM

HApPy, BLE$$Ed AnD CeleBRatIONS~

today is the celebrations of teachers' day in all secondary, primary schs esp...
full of joy...realli! =)

first time ever i manage to took a pic wif my favorite teacher! =)

though once got reali disappointed in him as he broke a promise which he promised when i was sec 1...but what make him reali diff is he's someone who reali cares...someone who cares how others feel....
i am reali thankful to him...all his help...though he broke his promise...and...u c...none of the teachers in sch will sae SORRY when do wrong things or teach wrong things...but he do~
so that reali make him special...hope he wun quit frm his job scope coz he once said to mi...he wan b a teacher coz' he wan to share...hope he can continue to share with the next generations!
but reali...3E1 is a good class...aft hanging out wif them today!
knew a new student today...kelly! =) she's great...hope all my students and friends will do well in the coming exams! =)

these r gifts from my CCA students...though simple but truthful...reali TY!!! i love them! =)
i'm blessed with good students, friends and teachers! =)

~ha got praise for the good video for concert today!! =)~

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

6:15 AM

hurting words are like water...out means out!

today...horrible life...
kena hurt so badly.....

why life's so hard..? realli hard?...
what will u feel when ur mom tell u...

u at home and not at home makes no different?
you are no better than a dead
go to die
i rather die than seeing u...
you r a dead....
go to die better

when u have done ur veri best in the housework....

when u have try to do the housework even during exams....

regret? of coz...i regret to learn how to cook...

i regret of learning how to iron...

i regret of coming to this world....

but u c...there's no turning bk in life....

but i reali wonder why....why she dun juz ask mi to get out of the huse...

let mi die now...i believe...now...hungry ghost festival...many ghosts are looking for a replacement....i shud b good for them isn't it?

life's difficult??!

finali a bit of rest...but bcame so tragic...

i duno why...when my bro's sick...she's so concern....but when mi

i was sick during my last and last 2nd vacation....but she scolded mi frm the dae i got sick...even till today....for being sick! she sae i was a trouble for her....

believe it or not...my birth was her tragic

my family - grandma and mom...hate mi...reali they do....i always quarrel wif them...they wan mi to die... :(

so are u reali bless?

3:38 AM

examination courage!~

stay happy~

to my frenZ!

may god bless us...

to be happy forever...

=) smiles =)

jia you ppl....

GANBETTE!!!!

people will b lucky...when they

ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE!

so GOOD LUCK TO PPL WHO ARE TAKING EXAMS...

SMILE SMILE SMILE~

hehe...haha~

TP 704 ROCKS (expt 1 person)!

3:07 AM

anger management? >.<

haiz...luck comes in 2 side
good and bad...mayb my luck nw is bad bah~ REALLY BAD...

last sat...was a tragic... :(
went to bedok for breakfast....but...end up quarrel wif an aunty....
IT REALLY WASN'T MY FAULT...
it all started wif the sitting.... my mum found a table....so i sat down...as u noe nwades tables hv 6 seats...but mi and my mum, only 2 ppl so came along a lady A asking mi if she can share...of coz i sae yes...then nw...one idiotic aunty who was Q-ing up....she saw there's 2 more seats, so she ask her relative (daughter i tink) to sit down...but b4 her realative reach a lady behind her- 1 ppl wanted to sit but she stared @ her....so that lady dare nt sit....

so her relative put dwn 2 cups of coffee...and she place one cup opp mi where the lady A's husband sat...of coz she told that aunty that sm one sitting there...then she juz place her cups next to mi...and demand her relative sit dwn...but she saw my trolley was there...and i did nt move it away...so she demand mi to move off...but lady A ask mi...hw mani ppl came along wif mi...i told her 2...but 1 ceat i nid to put my things...there that idiotic aunty start nagging mi...seats is for ppl to sit nt to put things...u c...her relative came wif 2 cups on a tray...that aunty juz throw her tray on the middle of the table...i was really :@ by then...then she still nag mi...then i told her...u nv even ask mi ani one is sitting and neither did she ask mi can she share the table....then she start sae....u young ppl shud let old ppl seat....then u seats to put things wan us to eat standing up? then i reply...u r nt that old either....and sm more wat if u buy fish and meat frm market put where? on floor? then she c she lose to mi...change topic of coz!

nw she sae...ur sch nv teach u to respect old ppl..? i quickly reply my sch teach mi respect each others...but she noe she sure lost to mi...so she tok @ the same time i tok...n i gt more :@...so rude.....! then she make a big fuss abt it...and sae until lyk i came to market...juz to look for her...
to quarrel..... she siao rite?! :@
then she sae....this kind of gal definitely no one wans her for a wife....and she turn ard tell the rest of those KPOs aunty lyk her that i rude to her lah....no manners...no one teach lah....blah blah blah...
worse of all she sae this kind of thing...each person tok less...will solve...but she still nagging...n hehe....my mum was there heard her saeing that...she quickly turn ard...and point @ her....u sae each ppl sae less will solve but u lehz....ppl oready kept quiet...u still make up all stories wif all these KPOs ard u....then she keep nagging again....
NOW...lady A stood up for mi....she told my mum that aunty veri rude nv even ask then juz put her coffees n ask mi not to tok to her...if nt is lyk i'm one of her kind.... but that aunty still nagging so my mum gt furious and sae...u this kind of ppl is lyk those strangers who c children @ home no adult so u bully them....and so got so pai seh~ and she quickly sae....lyk that ok lah...i sae sorry k? SORRY.... and she quickly buy her food n ran away....

so u c i damn suay~ sitting there for nthin...n ppl cm n find mi to quarrel....
dear frenz....one lesson learnt...nv b too honest....next time sae gt 3 ppl or sae i reserve this seat....
(i wonder why i always first to cry when quarrel wif ppl??)

truely speaking...i really hate SINGAPORE bcoz...of these kind of ppl...(SOME aunties and uncles and SOME young ppl who tinks that their ENGLISH IS "VERY GOODDDDD"...) they are normally the bullies!

@ Bedok...last sat...i c another old aunty...very fake...went shopping then c taxi stand long Q....so she went up to a young lady and sae...i leg veri pain...cn let mi go first?...the lady too kind sia...if i am her i will ignore...then when my turn...another pair oso lyk that...but the old ppl almost faint...so let him go first...

i witness a case last year...@ OG at chinatown...another aunty scolded a gal for gving her old member card to another customer...but u c that gal oready ask the customer to double check coz she's too busi...sm more she apologised so mani times...so dun make a big fuss...she scolded that gal till she dash to washrm n cry~...so bad hor?! ppl oready try to help her find bk so u shud b thankful not scold ppl....

Friday, August 24, 2007

4:50 AM

DiFFeRent PeoPLe dIffErEnt LiFe sToRIes!! :P

Jessandra and Melissa! :P

whole class celebrating Xiang Hui's birthday! :P

Boss, Linglingling and Kuku wif Marc

All GAL GANG MEMBERS....

no more nor less :P

4:26 AM

friends forever

:):) me and jane~ best frenZ forever~! :):)

she's my godsis...

she's my fren~

she is someone

who cares for all frenz~

frenship is a strength...

that overcomes tears

frenship is a word of trust...

that no evil wins

frenship is a movie...

that has no playback

frenship is a song...

that you sing once and for all

frenship is a way to treasure life...

if you haven't done so in life....

so,

dun you find frenships worth more than money??

dun you find it precious yet priceless....

say thank you to your fren today...if u habben...

do commemorate international frenship day next yr~

together wif smone u r tnkful...

who is ur fren....

it lies on APR every yr....

all i wanna sae....

ty to all my frens! :)

4:17 AM

ha~ wat's more??

great news?! wanna find out your own character? do visit this recommanded webby:

http://www.astrology.com.au/366bdays/

it may not be 100% true...but if u really have nothing to do...u may wan to visit this webby...

WARNING! do not trust totally in whatever it saes but juz read for fun! REMEMBER! NO ONE IN THIS WORLD IS THE SAME, SO...THIS APPLY TO EVEN IF PPL BORN ON SAME DAY IS DIFFERENT IN CHARACTER AND LUCK FROM YOU...it may b true to someone...but not all~

so...dun gt disheartened after reading! always believe in urself....fate is in your hands! :)

4:03 AM

tEll YouR forTune Today! :) 24/08/07

ARIES – Center of Conflict

There could be social tension today as you interact with two admirers who compete for your attention. Let them set the ground rules for the tussle. Focus on your workload and see who sticks around

TAURUS - Renewed Optimism

A good afternoon with friends will dispel any recent temptation to go at things alone. You can and will succeed with the venture in which you have invested so much time. There is little need to bicker with a family member who does not understand

GEMINI - Careful Communication

This is an opportunity to get off to a new start on personal finances. If you intended to open a new bank account soon, by all means do so. Financial relationships entered into today will be fruitful and long lasting

CANCER - Weighing Pros & Cons

A great opportunity is disguised as hard work. Are you prepared to make the effort? The chance for gain is tangible, but the process could wear you out, narrowing your ability to enjoy future success

LEO - Claiming Your Prize

The quandary today is how to get what you deserve without seeming like an ingrate for wanting it. The people who have what you desire will make you look bad if they can, so emphasize all of your social skills today.

VIRGO - Confronting Expectations

A person in your life will be guilty of testing your neutrality. Your choice of friends is called into question. Adopt a posture of obliviousness, although a show of anger may be called for when someone presses his or her unreasonable demands.

LIBRA - Laying Groundwork for Romance

Soulmate activity is featured. Although long-term relationship issues may be far off, your chance to make points with a future lover lands upon you today. Take a leap; you will appear graceful and witty.

SCORPIO - Managing a Challenge

Today features a struggle, perhaps for control of something dear to you. The focus on what is going right will be lost if and when you lose your temper. Self-control will have to be the name of the game today..

SAGITTARIUS - Passionate Peccadilloes

Another bad day in relationship-land is attributable to your longing to pursue pleasure. More conservative routes to self-fulfillment seem arduous and boring. This could be the end of the road for a longtime ally.

CAPRICORN - Handling Another’s Drama

A companion may have greater needs than you are able to fulfill. The boundaries of your relationship are the proper arena in which to direct a tense conversation today. Peripheral acquaintances make their intentions known..

AQUARIUS - Expanding Your World

Paying attention to details will inspire you, as you find a whole new way to look at things. A person you hardly noticed before could suddenly make his or her presence known in a dramatic manner.

PISCES – Consider Your Well-Being

Once again, you’ll be spending an inordinate amount of time assisting someone whom you don’t really know that well. Your familiarity with the situation means you can offer the help he or she needs, but your own concerns must figure into the equation.

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

6:24 AM

found the reason~

Finally, found the reason for disliking Singaporean....though realli proud to be one...

SOME Singaporean's attitude SUX!

how SUX can it be....haha

that day i went to watch the firework festival 2007 on the friday, then when the program ended...everyone was trying to walk out of one gate...however as u noe...some ppl juz dislike "follow law"...

then i witness a case... a case of "ugly" Singaporean...

he tried to unlock the gates which surrounds the grass pack...though i nv c who is the exact one manage to unlock the gate...but i witnessed how he scolded a volunteering social worker... but u c...some ppl are damn selfish...they onli tinks abt their own convenience nv think of others' safety....mayb he's juz a frog in the well...he nv watch news saeing hw ppl could step on one another and cause deaths....

as we all noe,...the pathway leads to the floating platform from esplanade is simply too small in width,...when it was built...it was meant for abt 2 to 3 ppl walk horizontally @ the same time...however...there were 27,000 people there in the stadium watching the firework...but u c...there were sm ppl that sneak in...actualli i saw some...but since they nv "steal" the seats frm those who gt tickets...so i dun realli mind....in addtition...u haven't add those who watch the fireworks from the esplande...trust me... u can expect at least haf of the number of S'poreans there..... therefore...for one's safety...it is necessary for the workers to stop ppl frm taking shortcuts...

sm more...next to the pathway is road way...cars are travelling fast at that time...sm more...there's buses...u c....sm times bus tends to travel slow...so drivers normally drive pass them frm the sides...which often blocks the sight of pedestrain crossing the streets...so if ppl try to take shortcut...not only u may push smone fall down n cause injuries...u may also accidentally pushed the person next to u...which in turn pass the pushing force to the next person bside may even end up pushing the last person at the end of the width of the pathway off onto the road...

but this particular idiot thinks he's the king?! he can do what he wans...damn selfish isn't it...i realli pity the worker...u noe what...when he scolded the worker lyk hell...i wanted to tell him....what if the guy u scolding is ur son?? and smone, instead u urself was playing ur current act...how will u feel?? in addition...these workers are doing kind deeds....they do tru volunteering...NO PAY! even there's is veri little.....most of them are still students....frm poly... or other places....y make their life difficult?! u c...if they let u off...mani others will dash tru the same way....n u'll tend to get them in trouble...their "boss" will scold them...punish them and even black mark them....how selfish one can be???

causing unneccessary trouble.... put ppl in dangers of accidents and put workers in a hard spot juz for ur convenience????

what's more...an idiotic ANG MO come s'pore to insult singaporean?? and the SINGAPOREAN still agree wif him??? haha...the ang mo is reali tired of leaving....lyk wat my bro sae....mayb s'porean r nt so proud to be one aft all....but if he's in HK...i beg he oready dead.....u c....if all of us were united...we wuld hv bash him up and i beg is the police heard wat he sae....send him to jail! =)

i realli hope...nw is chinese hungry ghost festival...the s'porean ghosts could go gv him a lesson since we human could do nthing n oso gv that idiot Singporean a lesson...."curse that his son go thru wat the poor wroker gone tru in 10 yrs time...." so that he can reflect wat he did was rite or wrong....

haha...btw the fireworks was reali great! JIA YOU SINGAPORE! =)

Thursday, August 16, 2007

2:14 AM

The Truth...

maybe it's time for the truth...i duno realli...but u may realli wonder why actualli i hate the idiot/bitch so much...

truely speaking...i really dun lyk ppl to tok crap esp when all of them are lies....

recall back....

case 1: 18/4/07
on the official first day of school...
i had my first project on the first lesson...however, i did not attend the orientation therefore i had yet to make new friends, as a result i have no group to be in...the very following week monday, 3 of us Fabian, Cheryl and Me were request for "adoption" coz' we've decided instead to work in grp of 3 which my lecturer suggest why not some of the groups work in 5?! therefore i came to this grp with a few friends...switch and swap we left with Nurul, Sara and hwee chin-the bitch. i remember the first day she told methe group did not want me in @ first, coz' they duno me...all tnx to her, she persuade them to accept me. of coz i was grateful @ that time...realli! HOWEVER, recently i found out from the other 2 friends nurul ans sara, actuali is they the one wan me in and she's the one dun wan...nvm, that's only a simple part....

case 2: unknown date - first discussion in lab on project
we discussed who to do what task...i volunteered to do ppt, and the bitch request to do the research on the marketing price HERSELF!!!

case 3: unknown date - monday no lab, do project.
on this day, coz' lecturer feels that we nid they dae to do project so, the cancel the lab class.
however only the first few weeks of project so no mood to do project, therefore end up, sara, nurul and me was playing com...however the bitch no msn mah, so she got reali angry and sae to me u all play lah, tell me what to do for project. when i heard that i told her wat to do and i msn sara and nurul saying that someone's angry and ask them to project. they realli did, i saw it...they were discussing abt project aft tat....

BUT, in case 2 and 3, she end up telling ling that we force her to do the research and that even i oso dun wan to do project, nurul and sara wun do one lah....not only that....

case 4: during holidays - 2 weeks (june 07')
nurul has something on...so did not manage to help in project... but b4 holidaes i did told the bitch that we will be online discussing coz' i am not free to mit...but the bitch sae no msn and duno how to set up one so i helped her to set up her new msn acct, but trust me...she nv even come online...end up only me and sara did the whole project, nurul help in first part....sara help in the folio about haf to three-quater, i did the ppt and the rest of folio...BUT AGAIN...the bitch told others that she did almost everithin, i did only ppt and sara and nurul did nthing @ all... (btw she only did one page of the whole folio and sm more i still nid to type out for her)...

case 5: unknown date
well...if u my fren...u noe my character...i seldom borrow $$$ to ppl... BUT this bitch sae, one time she borrow $$$ from me, not only i dun wan lend her i even throw her wallet on the floor and shouted @ her in the canteen ask her get lost...

case 6: unknown date (wednesday)
hmm...got one time i borrowed $18.80 from her to celebrate my teacher's birthday, i told her that i will return her the $$ only when i got the $$ from my fren, SHE end off telling others that i will not return her the $$$....when the 'others' was also @ the scene....

case 7: unknown date
though not concern me, but affect my fren melissa...melissa is a richer gal...richer than bitch...HOWEVER the bitch claim that melissa always borrow $$ frm her and never return b4...

case 8: unknown date
oso not my business, this time was in sch library...we got a senior-wee kiat...the teach our classmates smtimes...so this bitch got one time ask him abt a maths qn...but she asked SUPER soft even ppl bside her cnnt hear...AND she claim that the guy purposely dun wan teach her coz' he only wan teach my boss-cai man...

case 9: unknown date...in lecture hall for maths...
unreveal secrets....request by my fren~ keep it a secret! shh~

case 10: unknown date...enginedraw lesson (monday)
the bitch lyk ask me alot SUPER basic qns and always asked the same thing...that dae..she oso asked me the same thing...but i teach her how to find instead gv her direct ans then she keep on ask me...but i still dun wan gv her....so she gt :@ and turn and ask ling...then i immediately told ling dun tell her directly coz' fri is test...she turned and stared @ me as if she wan kill me....

case 11: unknown date
the bitch told ling i tok loudly and she tok veri softly...sometimes i like shout @ her for nthin...BTW SHE TOK SUPER LOUD LOR...! that time in lecture hall for enginefund coz' she cnnt hear then i tok louder till the gal in frnt scold me lor...hey...i dun shout @ ppl for nthin if u realli noe me!

case 12: unknown date
the bitch came to my place (tampines) when she left...she complaint to ling my huse veri warm lah...the songs i listen veri old lah...OH BTW...the songs i listen are songs she used to listen @ her times...oso she sae to ling...if u wan, u cn cm my huse mah...is u all sae too far(she lived in either Ang Mo Kio or Hougang) when ling told her i allow them come my place is veri good le

case 13: unknown date (wednesday- math tutorial)
the bitch went toliet and lecturer left a wksheet on her desk...she came back and EVEN BEFORE she sat down, read qn or ven take out pencil case...she immediately turn ard n ask me how to do!

case 14: unknown date (wednesday- math tutorial)
the bitch asked me how to do a qn...on maths...i c is somethin totally new to her so i taught her using the qn itself...then aft tat she asked me another qn...making smtin the subj...i c she suppose to noe how to do...taught in E-maths in sec 3... however i still teach her BUT by using another qn as example WITH similar steps...she sae okok, everythin noe...then i ask her try on the qn she asked me, she immediately tell me she duno...and wanted to snatch my ppl frm me for direct ans...i told her cnnt...lyk this wun help asked her try first...she shouted @ me sae "AIYA...I LYK THIS STUDY ONE LAH~ I COPY NOW THEN GO HOME READ AND WILL KNOW ONE LAH" and juz snatch the paper from me...in the end the next dae she still ask me the same stupid qn....

case 15: unknown date (wednesday- math tutorial)
ling taught her this time...together they go the qn and ling found the ans...then she asked ling y cnnt use the method she used...ling replied BUT she refuse to listen still wan use the wrong method and asked ling again and again even @ nite still ask ling....

case 16: unknown date (enginedraw lesson-monday)
learning autocad for the first time...she duno how to use so i teach her...she sae okok...however by rite every point we draw is same method...but everi point she oso wan ask...till i almost cnnt finish.... FOR YOUR INFORMATION....we tested her once...left her all alone to do...YOU KNOW WHAT?!...she did everithin CORRECTLY w/o asking qn...but when the veri next week she move to sit with boss-cai man, she start ask qns again.....

still got many case....too mani to name...:@

so, now you know why i HATE her so much... is beyond forgive and forget! reali!
DUN B LYK HER OR YOU'LL REGRET!!! =X

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

5:47 AM

No secrets....

Life's realli full of ups and downs...

this time really no secrets.... is about my grp of frens from gal gang....
since they are my friends...so no secrets...coz' i knew they will look @ my blog one day....
truely speaking...

i angry wif les...reali...o yea u may duno who i'm toking....is one of my frenz in TP... she's realli too kind towards smone - idiot...

i duno why...i always tell my fren ling...nv stop others frm being a fren towards smone u dislike or hate...it's unfair...
but realli...we're human...not angels...therefore shud i sae it's naturally for me to get :@...
(or mayb i juz finding excuses)...i reali duno...hehe...
i juz get realli angry when i c les treat her good...

next is bosstress, another kind soul....reali...if i were her...wuld hv kick that slut out of the gal gang....

truely speaking all of the 5 members in gal gang exclude me, are kind to me...reali veri nice! tyty!
but still will get :@ when c ppl good to that bitch...coz she's reali not worth it....

next is shah...today she reali drive me mad....she sae that during wrotoral whatever the bitch sae abt bosstress is lyk normal, like us laugh bosstress....i duno is this wat she meant...@ least this is wat i tink she was trying to sae to me....then i realli got :@ with shah....

but reali....that idiot dun worth me argue with my frens over her....

grr.....but reali sori shah, les n bosstress for gttin angry wif u ppl... -.-

haix...next is abt todae...my sis...lazy to do huse wk...i complain to mum... in the end mum scold me sae i shud b the one doin...haix i shud change my name to maid....reali...

but smtin good...i got abit of "revenge" over that bitch by being sarcastic...haha...

o hmm...but another thing which make me :@ is...stealing my emoticons frm msn....n showoff to me....dun u dare do that....steal n keep quiet...or i'll "kill" u...muhahah!

Monday, August 13, 2007

12:09 AM

Feeling lucky! =)

haha! luck strike on me!!!

so happy =)

on friday.... i used my sis hp to participate in a radio "lucky draw" for the tickets to fireworks festival this friday!!! haha! i won!!!

hehe...

on saturday...i took a london cab to market for the first time!!

enjoying myself these days.....

last sunday...went to watch a concert by the Singapore Wind Symphony Orchestra (SWSO), they perform all the National day songs...from Geylang Sepathu Geylang...to the well-known Singapura....there's even the well-known Children's Day Song... =) it's great...moreover the best song i like is STAND UP FOR SINGAPORE! =)

well...after enjoying all the happiness....let's share some sadness~ actualli nothing much today!

the greatest saddness is....c that idiot...o...did i juz sae idiot!! mayb out of anger bah~ err...mayb not...no more anger...juz she's an ill-luck fellow...coz' she's always black face...according to linglingling...she's as black as her t-shirt (black oso)hehe....

err...better dun destory my blog wif everything abt her...!

now let's tok abt sm jokes frm my gal gang! =)

there are 3 flies named "Si Ku", "Si Yi" and "Si Wah"

they like to eat shit.....

then one day..while eating shit...."Si Ku" and "Si Yi" got something on...so they fly off

first...so left who eating shit???....

u noe it rite?! haha

then translate the ans to dialect! =P

how about some "IQ" questions?

what did O say to 8?
what is the end of the world?
which country starts with 'A' but not end with 'A'?

waiting for answers dun you?? haaha!

GIVE UP DUN YOU?! HAHA! :P

hehe~

so fat oready still wear belt.
the letter "D"
Afghanistan

hey! btw any one have lamer jokes or IQ ans please drop down for me @ the comment!...good ones will b post up! =)

Thursday, August 09, 2007

5:40 AM

yEaH~

hope every one reading my blog can be like the words above! =)

2:18 AM

Complicated Singapore Life Story...

today is national day.... enjoying myself quite alot...
happy birthday to singapore...42 yrs old ler....

actualli i always wonder...
am i proud to be a Singaporean???
i have no doubt in saying YES!

however.... i have a group of friends who dun realli proud to be one...

some sae was due to politics....
some sae is GST
some sae is singaporean's attitude and character: kiasu, kiasi, kiabo....

but i realli feel that, that's what make us different.....
With Singlish...li, lah, lor, leh etc....
with all the awards won...

i travel ard neighbourhood countries...dun sae i bias, but it's true....

Malaysia: big and wonderful country to be...but air pollution- smokers even smoke under the sign 'no smoking'... roads always jam due to high number of cars/vehicles...

Thailand: relaxation place to be...but...attitude in airport realli bad...i ever came across an incident that the lady saw a "ah mo" - foreigner from either USA, Australia, Europe or UK... i came first in queue, but instead of serving me, she ask me to go back to queue and ask him to come first....skin color different mah~ mayb.... =)

Indonesia: kampong type of living...but u are in a risk of natural disaster-vocalno eruption... definitely dun dream of "class" shoppings...about securities...dun ask too much...hehe...

Batam: an island like singapore...oni risk u have is kena bite by mosquitoes...they r all big and fat....

but truely speaking....about cleanliness none can VS singapore...coz' we are a clean and green country! we a SMALL RED DOT to be...BUT we ROCKS!!! =)

Safe and peace

Interact with all races and religion- RACIAL HARMONY!

Nationhood available here

Greetings from customers' service without fail-esp orchard

A clean and green city

Proud to be here

One people, one nation, one Singapore

Ready @ all times-Civil Service

Enthusiastic people!

so...are you proud to be a Singaporean??? o.o!

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

5:45 AM

who am i?...

who am i? sometimes i also wonder...

i used to ask my friends...do u tink u noe me well enough? actualli i oso duno the ans myself....

my life rot...a life that no one wants.....with a broken family....since then i changed...all these occur during the year of my 'o' level...and that explains why my results sux...

my life have never been smooth then....everyday was scoldings....

now i remembers...ever since sec 2...my mum never really wants to listen to my problems...so i had no choice...got to keep everything to myself.... till then in sec 4...i met my god sis- jane lim she's the one who encourage me in everithing i do~ mayb i was "spoilt" by her...every time i will rely on her and only share my problems with her...

however since i enter the poly life...we were brought furthur apart...now...she have no much time to tok to me...then u will wonder...who i tok to....?

i have no one to tok to....so instead of toking to human i tok to my pets....my instinct told me they noe me, they understand what i tok...mayb was due to watching too much cartoons... i duno...

people thought i should b contented with a new h/p and mp3 as my birthday presents... but i'm not....it's been 2 years ever since i enjoy my birthday...really....no matter how hard my friends tried to make me happy...i am not really so~

i duno why?....

today...one of my students taught me something... One must live life to the fullest....

i'm trying to....to many people, i'm cheerful....but am i realli so? my friend like to call me a housewife, cause i cook...and do housework... actualli i shudn't mind it alot...coz' i knew she's jk.... i cook coz i love to....but...ever since last year...i realli hated cooking....coz' it's miserable....

i remembered there was i time i told my mum's friends i do the ironing of clothes...ever since then....my mum forced me to iron and if i dun...she will provoke me saying that who ask me to show off etc....

sometimes i realli hope to leave this world asap....
sometimes i dun feel lyk going home...
sometimes i feel lyk commiting sucide....but i realli have no guts...hehe....

but one thing i wish....grow up, wk and buy a huse n live all by myself.... i ever wish to b a teacher....but nw my visions are unclear...i duno why.........

look back now....my life realli sux...

i knew i've changed...but duno where?

my friends...i wonder who??? i noe there r alot of ppl concern abt me....but...who r my friends? i have a friend who lied to me...now i realli hate her...but

there's smtin more then hate....is heartbroken.....

* trust me...when i writing this...i'm crying*

now...how much u understands me? i'm sure u wondering...so dear friends...please treassure ur life....

Friday, August 03, 2007

4:21 AM

HaPpInEsS iN LifE...

Met up with my friend...from tution centre...life is full of surprises XD...can u believe it?!...ha...actualli the picture below is us :) [yilin and me]

but the truth is.... actually...

we are nursery friends~

and wat's more.....one of my secondary school friend also told me that we noe each other since nursery...and OH GOD~ actually we all know each other....ha

Singapore is so small! :P

Thursday, August 02, 2007

3:56 AM

DiSsApOiNtMeNt & AnGeR...

Life has been exciting since start school till i found out something bad about a "friend"
Though i never really treat her as a great friend but i did try to help her in every corner i can...
I really cannot figure out which part of me start to go wrong which she needs to backstab me..=(

1st) She make up stories which don't exist
2nd) She twist the truth over...making herself look like an angel...
3rd) She speaks crap which tend to hurt~

Utterly upset with her...
Life is now too complicated...i really cannot tell how i feel now...is it hatred??? Or anger???
Sometimes i really feel like giving her a tight slap on her face to wake her up...

Don't she have any feelings about others?
Her act of innocence anger me most....really...her actions are beyond forgiveness...
If one day i decided to talk to her...must be because i am sick and tired of being angry with her...
And i seriouly know that today was the day...cause' i talk to her twice ler~
Maybe after all she don't really worth for me to get angry with!
YES! She don't worth it..Now instead she should feel much more guilty than before...as i have acted as if nothing had happen and talk to her~
*GUILTY*? This word don't seems like exist in her dictionary....
She's selfish, petty, big-boss character....really....i find no good point in her...
So pityful...everyone has both sides....but she only has one....which is the rotten side....
There's a chinese saying..."zuo ren yao you gu qi"...it seems like she have none...so i pity her...
Never life a life where others say they pity you....cause i think you are worse than a beggar!

There's another saying which goes...
what makes a difference between successful person and a failure person?
A successful person is someone who apologis when he did something wrong and learn his lesson and don't make the same mistake again.
A failure person is someone who thinks big and don't accept others opinion...and never learn his own mistakes and keep making them.

Think again...which one are u? Curious isn't it?
Life is too complicated and short... so when you are alive...you should live to the fullest...
Mistakes are there...even god make mistakes...is whether you learn from them or not....

Have you ever ask yourself...? Define "friends".
To me, friends are people who are/will
1)understanding
2)forgiving towards minor mistakes at least
3)responsible in whatever they say
4)respect others, themselves, me and my family and friends
5)lend a listening ear when needed
6)trust me and whatever i do...
7)stand up for me if others' opinion of me are craps...
8)point out my mistakes and allow me to learn from them
9)help me with my weakness
10)cheer for my success
11)no jealousy!
12)share anything and best everything with me...
13)no secrets!
14)no backstabbing, no lies (except white lies)!
15)treasure each other's existance...

Truely speaking...friendship shouldn't be measured by $$$,
friendship comes from heart! how truthful you can treat a friend...
But she don't know this concept....
don't and NEVER act innocent towards your friend if you really did something wrong...
Go up to he/she to apologise...sometimes this really helps to calm and settle the situation before it worsen...
Once it's the worst...there's no turning point in life....

YOU WILL LOST THE FRIEND FOREVER...
so treasure what you have now...my friends out there! really! =)