DiSsApOiNtMeNt & AnGeR...
Life has been exciting since start school till i found out something bad about a "friend"Though i never really treat her as a great friend but i did try to help her in every corner i can...I really cannot figure out which part of me start to go wrong which she needs to backstab me..=(1st) She make up stories which don't exist2nd) She twist the truth over...making herself look like an angel...3rd) She speaks crap which tend to hurt~Utterly upset with her...Life is now too complicated...i really cannot tell how i feel now...is it hatred??? Or anger???Sometimes i really feel like giving her a tight slap on her face to wake her up...Don't she have any feelings about others?Her act of innocence anger me most....really...her actions are beyond forgiveness...If one day i decided to talk to her...must be because i am sick and tired of being angry with her...And i seriouly know that today was the day...cause' i talk to her twice ler~Maybe after all she don't really worth for me to get angry with!YES! She don't worth it..Now instead she should feel much more guilty than before...as i have acted as if nothing had happen and talk to her~*GUILTY*? This word don't seems like exist in her dictionary....She's selfish, petty, big-boss character....really....i find no good point in her...So pityful...everyone has both sides....but she only has one....which is the rotten side....There's a chinese saying..."zuo ren yao you gu qi"...it seems like she have none...so i pity her...Never life a life where others say they pity you....cause i think you are worse than a beggar!There's another saying which goes...what makes a difference between successful person and a failure person?A successful person is someone who apologis when he did something wrong and learn his lesson and don't make the same mistake again.A failure person is someone who thinks big and don't accept others opinion...and never learn his own mistakes and keep making them.Think again...which one are u? Curious isn't it?Life is too complicated and short... so when you are alive...you should live to the fullest...Mistakes are there...even god make mistakes...is whether you learn from them or not....Have you ever ask yourself...? Define "friends".
To me, friends are people who are/will
1)understanding
2)forgiving towards minor mistakes at least
3)responsible in whatever they say
4)respect others, themselves, me and my family and friends
5)lend a listening ear when needed
6)trust me and whatever i do...
7)stand up for me if others' opinion of me are craps...
8)point out my mistakes and allow me to learn from them
9)help me with my weakness
10)cheer for my success
11)no jealousy!
12)share anything and best everything with me...
13)no secrets!
14)no backstabbing, no lies (except white lies)!
15)treasure each other's existance...
Truely speaking...friendship shouldn't be measured by $$$,friendship comes from heart! how truthful you can treat a friend...But she don't know this concept....don't and NEVER act innocent towards your friend if you really did something wrong...Go up to he/she to apologise...sometimes this really helps to calm and settle the situation before it worsen...Once it's the worst...there's no turning point in life....YOU WILL LOST THE FRIEND FOREVER... so treasure what you have now...my friends out there! really! =)
