The First Time We Met

Thursday, October 25, 2007

5:09 AM

forgive and forget...i manage to....

finali for once...i manage to forgive and forget someone's mistake....
dun noe if it's good or not...but truely speaking....feel more relax now....
though i recall back...it dun realli hurts me that badly...but i still dun noe y i gt angry wif her in the first place....
but u c....now i realise...actualli she isn't as important as wat i used to tink in my life...so who cares whether she lyk me or nt....

now...there's another issue...
i got :@ wif another person...plz...i dun feel lyk mentioning names....but u c realli angry wif her cos she never cares how i feel or others feel...she juz lyk doing things she wans....so i juz ignore lor....wat else can i do....bcm enemy meh????

but realli lucky tis daes...mum juz won a pair of tickets to a movie given by sintel....hahah...

about my new timetable...nothing much....juz a word to sae....TIRED!!!! :0
jia you bah! :)

Thursday, October 18, 2007

4:14 AM

life's bad... =(

unlucky sia...mon fought wif sis...not exactly a fight but a bad quarrel...till she beat mi as if am her enemy....my mom ask me why me don't run? i also duno how to answer her...

alot of things to say....not really happy about my new timetable...tiring sia...imagine i got a day end at 7pm then still need rush home to cook...me going crazy...plus i gotten a CDS which is not smtin i reali want....haix....

then about my job...that's the worst thing to tok about...REALLY ILL LUCK!!!
my mum juz dun understand wat i wan...y i wan tis job...i reali have interest in it...then every now and then...my sis and mom will nag @ me abt my job...saeing am useless at home....btw i did all the household chores at home ok!!!! then they always presurrize mi go wk other jobs... to earn enough to go holiday...i realli wan tell them...if that's the case....I DUN WAN GO!!!!!

am realli veri angry and upset these daes....been crying every single nite...hated my mum so much and so is my sis!!!!! :@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@

am so super suaY!!!!

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

2:29 AM

loVe Is eVeRyWheRe... :)

nothing much for the day...
juz happy when i encounter a case in the MRT where a man beside mi stood up to let the old lady sit down.... =)

but reali angry wif a guy of his stupid kiasu attitude...he "snatch" the seat when smone stood up bside mi n almost hit mi....i wanted to scold him...but better not....

ha....today jerry is 1 month old...happi for him....o btw....i changed jelly's name to jerry...coz his brother died...so no more pudding....since i wanted him to b clever...i named him jerry.... =)

that's all folks.... =)

Thursday, October 04, 2007

3:20 AM

Sorrow T.T

yesterday...my dear baby guniea pig...one passed away due to drowning... :(
i knew smtin gona happen ytd...coz' i wasn't feeling too good the morning... i'm so upset nw.... :'(
hope it REST IN PEACE!!! =(

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

3:45 AM

Angels Memories~

a pic tat i took wif my dear god sis, jane and 2 more favorite teachers on teachers' day...ms neo and ms hanis~ :)

3:27 AM

FaTe Vs DeStInY...

WAT CAN I DO???

mum sae my sis n bro better...they do any job....but i knew i am different...

i have a dream...i have a goal...i noe exactly wat i am interested in...duno y...y she wans to force mi do smtin i dun lyk...blame mi for nt doin anitin when i have oready done alot...when i was 12 i oready knew all husehold chores....frm ironing to cooking to cleaning, hanging etc....n ever since 13 i am the one doin everitin....

life wasn't easy since then...mayb i am slightly luckier than sm ppl but u c....i started my career life at the age of 16 n none of my family does that b4...

i realli wonder y am so stress when hv no job....by rite i shudn't b worry of $$$...but mum has been pressurizing mi to earn $$$ to go for holiday...mi is a student...$$$ shudn't b a pt i worri but lyk mi gttin worri dae aft dae....

but smtin gd...notice mi b brinin luck to ppl ard mi...lookin @ the competitions i help ppl participate...all won...but mi myself lyk no luck...nv win...haha...luck gone....

wonder y life is a circle to mi...when it turn to good luck...soon it will turn bk to its orginal bad luck pt.... :S

but lookin bk...ppl of my age...alot oso same prob as mi...so mayb we r the ill luck souls...haha~

but feelin better tis daes...coz i nw lyk more forgvin...dun ask mi y.....but wat i noe is gttin too stress isn't a gd tin~

so i....juz jia you ba~ :)