this word look soooo nice...haha... 2dae gona tok abit abt love...a guy who i love....haha...
how shud i start....kinda lyk veri shy...but nvm...i doubt he got time to read my blog...aniway if he does...then good lor...haha...
wanna start introduce him here....no names mention....cos' dun wan get anione into trouble la...
i knew him since secondary 1...after june holidaes...tat means...is 2003 bah... actuali remember veri clearli tat time tat i didn't noe whether isit love or crush...u c... is kinda lyk difficult to clarify...but since i still hv the passion on him till today....tink it's LOVE ba....
ha...let mi tok abt him...at first i dun lyk him at all...aft all got a sudden change in environment...not use to it...haha...but later...quite upset for him coz everione bully him...so started to be close fren wif him...we...kinda lyk email one another...and of cos...i'll share wif him everitin...n so does he...
so...soon we bcm quite close....then my buddy found out that i lyk him....haha....coz...i always praise him in front of her....though...he's not handsm...tat's wat he sae...but his greatnest...attracts me...he's kind, good, helpful, a gentleman to sae... so soon fall for him lor...
i remember clearly...when i once again met him in 2004...the 1st thin he told mi is....tis yr he wun b wif our class....BUT!!....my 1st class....he came in...he sae...there was a sudden change....so tat time i laughed at him and sae....next time dun b so sure wif ur words...muhaha....
but he's reali good to mi...he listen to advise....lyk one time...he scolded my class for smtin....n i feel tat is nt our fault...so i told him bk...he did admit it...but u c guys ma...so....hehe....
but he always apologise for his mistakes....so tat's good oso.... next...was a time when i almost cried in frnt of him aft my presentation...then he quickly told a lamo joke n make mi laugh....
HE's lame oso....haha....i tink i kena influence le....
however during my last class of sec 2....originaly i wana sae ty to him...then my buddy suddenli shout out sae...'she wanna sae she love u' then he stared at mi....i was so surprise till dunno wat to sae sia.... but i act as if nthin happen n walk off....
but soon after tat...he nv reply most of my email le.... tat's life ba....abit dissappointed lah....reali...
so tat's a reason y i always go bk to sec sch...wana c him...go for cca is an excuse lah... lyk my sec sch is crap...haha....juz wana c him....kinda feel gd...everitime c him....but...dun dare tell him the truth.... t.t
fate we brin us 2gether if we r meant for each other.... =] i hope so~
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
3:16 AM
CoUnTdOwn!!! 2008!!!
Friday, December 14, 2007
3:27 AM
WoHu!!! HaPpY fOREvER! =]
yohu~ conflicts over! term test over! holidays starting!
muhaha! won a ticket again yesterday...got a chance to view 'the warlords'... though it's not a movie i wanna watch tat much...is bro won tickets...but too bad...he's in japan...so i go watch lor wif jie jie...muhaha
feel lyk mitting alot of people tis holidae... my mei mei...jane...wanna mit her....my students....junxian, ying jie...and many more... my GG frenz....cai man they all....miss TPSS...move le =[ cannt c my favorite teachers le...but nvm...nw i cn travel to new TPSS more direct...got bus 28 ma... Good lucky frenz...chers n family....o oso students la! muhaha~
stress...mum siao again...cm hm everidae scold scold scold...scold mi sae i nv do tis n tat...pls lah...m veri veri tired tis daes...my health is failing...i getting sick easily....headache when i used to hv none... n getting tired dae aft dae... i knew i am nt feeling tat gd...n i reali nid sm more rest....sm more...finali term test over... cn rest but mum juz dun understand...scold mi for nthing sia...no matter hw much i do...she's nv satisfied....gosh...i nt god...cnnt use magic to make things rite...everi mth oso same...STRESS! >.<
bro tmr cmin bk..so happy! wonder wat he got for mi frm JAps...a country i dying to visit soon! nitemare gona over when bro cm bk...so wori for him...he gong gong...ani hw oni....1st time travel wif his fren...later kena bully sia....i'll whack them! haha! :P
next week gona busy.... got alot projs to do...but nvm! i can do it de...NO wori! haha! yea! o yea.... MeRRy X'Mas and HappI New YeAR... 2008 cmin le...lyk tat number so much..... will post a countdown timer after this post...muhaha! :P
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
1:10 AM
ComParisons...
ha...compare and compare...why wan to compare with others to make yourself unhappy??
ha...noe it's childish...but i wan to compare with you...err...dun make assumptions! haha :P if you tink you got alot more friends than me....think again...haha...
if you do...you wun wan to backstab others to make sm other ppl "trust" u... if you do... you wun afraid to lost your frens and think that "praising" them and "critising" yourself makes them like you... if you do... you wun think that sending sms shows "concern" in your friends... if you do...you wun try to make yourself known with others' frenz... if you do...you wun try to befren wif ppl which you backstab bfore... if you do...you wun mind so much that i nv worte "frenz forever" on you gift... if you do...you wun b afraid others tok bad, write bad, and sms bad things abt u...
most impt...if you do...you wun not hv so many ppl hating you since pri sch...wanna compare sm more??
ha...can np.... i hv frenz of many kinds...many ages and of coz many country and races... my teachers are my frenz...my frenz are my good frenz and of coz...my relatives are my closer fren...my students can be my fren...and even ah beng cn be my fren...cleaners are also my frenz so are some security guards...
but u lehz...think that others still trust you when not much left trusting you... think that by backstabbing me shows tat you are close with others...that's bullshit...or rather you are the greatest shit ever on earth...coz' no one believe in you ani more...coz you loss our trust...think that u r veri great? think again...i've given you several chance...try to befren wif u once again...but...everi time you make up stories that make others hate you more...
now is no longer me and you...and is the class and grp...you tink everione duno watever you hv done? that's crap...coz' we all know but is jus we dun wan to sae....we are seeing how much crap you have...
shedding crocodile tears you stupid crocodile...you are abnormal...long neck to see wat others write....big ears to try to hear wat others sae and of coz' long hands to take others staff and act as if is the person forget to take from you...actualli is you are kiasu...wan copy others notes...but dun hv cheek to ask...coz' u r LAZY to write your own...u lyk compete with your fren....n when they do better you black face...u r unhappy seeing others more successful than you...u despicable animal....
yea.. i am all those -ve pts named...so wat abt you...nv even mention coz you r not worth being mentioned in the bk....haha...how pity of u....t.t
hey you...stop your nonsence bfore the last card is shown...and that u will K.O!
i'm nt worri...coz watever i do...i cn answer to my heart my soul...but u...u cnnt even face yourself....
i ever watch a drama series that saes...
you think lies can cheat ppl? actualli lies cnnt cheat ppl bcoz lies wun bring good memorise...good luck and happiness to everione...so tink again...if u wan lie....then lie to make others happy yea~ not backstab others coz' everione noe ur true colors le...not enough meh? u wan lead a life wif no frens isit? haha...then...it's your choice...
today i write in here...coz i still tink that u cn change...but next time...i may nt even bother to write here ani more abt u...
Thursday, December 06, 2007
5:13 AM
mY GiFtiEs...
ha...today is my lucky day...lots of gifts from frenz....
see...
from Jane... =]
from Jun Xian..=]
from Hwee Chin =]
thank you...my dears....! =]
1:21 AM
UnFoRgIveAbLe Don'Ts...
here are some don't one should not do...
assume that other ppl toking is you...
tell lies which are easy to find out the truth...
act innocent when you are guilty...
never apologise when done something wrong...
backstab others when you are the one at fault...
act as if you know everything when you know nothing...
peep at what others write while thinking that they never notice...
pretend doing your work when you are trying to listen to what others sae...
be a KPO when matters don't matters you...
act as if you are kind and cheerful when you are not...
try to get attention when people ignore you...
send some lame sms at late nights trying to make people think you are their "friend"...
tok crap and deny when found out the truth...
think big when you are tiny...
get someone into trouble and act as if it's not your fault...
don't follow the 'DON'Ts' and friends will like you alot...realli....
