Wednesday, December 31, 2008
3:49 AM
H-A-P-P-Y!
i soooo happy...guess wat??today is the last day of 08~ n daddy turned LUCKY!he juz strike lottery 1st prize seh~ =]n way~ last day!~~~~~ hmm~ now i gona plan my NEW YR RESOLUTION~1) make more friends2) stay happier3) and healthier!and way~ hereby to wish all of you~ HAPPY NEW YEAR! =]and that~ i treasure all of you alot~ =] GOOD LUCK! =]
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
3:38 AM
busi days juz begin...
3:09 AM
.:heartbroken:.
hmm~ isn't it ridiculous...y m i being controlled in watever i am writing in my blog??so now...i decided to ignore...actuali these few days i been thinking alot...really alot...yesterday nite...i even cried...wat happen actualli?? well..someone actuali disappoint me alot...this person always left me with no other choices but with only one answer...well...if that's the way u respect mi, then...i duno how to say nor wat to say...but...all i could say is...this time...i am really disappointed in you~ to whoever you are...i give up in you le...from now on... dun make promises coz' u cnnt kip to your words...dun gv others hope coz u always disappoints them~shah was rite for one thing...y y y i always think of others before for myself...this had cause many times of misunderstanding and many times the results to the issues always disappoint me...reason being...coz' i tink of others 1st that i nv make my stand... what should i do? how should i do it?? why i should i do it??? over the holidays...i thought alot...been thinking over some issues... i have no solutions to it yet~ but the answer is out~ its still a disappointment.... i tinking over issues which i create myself...coz' i tink for ppl ard me 1st....if i dun tink for them...i stand up for myself...all these wun b an issue...but.... have you actuali put urself in my stand? have u tried to understand me...? y y y? y everitime ppl ard kip saying to me "please try to understand me..." but have you all "understood" me? y am i the one always gving in???? isit a muz to do so??this time i am REALLY LOST! and i GIVE UP~ thanks to whoever u r...u making mi STRESS and if u gona feel STRESS...is all coz of u...u created them urself...ur selfishness, put mi in the position i am in now...and i am telling you... I AM STRESSED! and any time i WILL collapse... the reason y i am hanging on now...is coz there r many innocent ppl drag into the issues...if i really collapse now...they will "DIE"... so i cnnt... and i am trying to hang on~ thanks to u~ reali... for the wonderful "christmas cum new yr gift" too "PRECIOUS" for me~ :(to...whoever you are.... if u gona assume its u...so be it~ :'(
2:56 AM
~thanks to the happiness~

chinatown decor~ sori...too dark to c~ =[

seashore seashell...seashell on seashore...haha~ :P the ones we collect at ECP

nice ECP~




mummy and moo moo~ :P

moooo~

from shah~

kangi more hardwking than owner~ :P
some random photos~ =]
Sunday, December 28, 2008
6:29 PM
Let's COUNTDOWN!
hmm~ i wonder y rockyou is not working well~ =[
Saturday, December 27, 2008
5:02 AM
time FLIES
i reali hate it when time flies so quickly...can you believe it??sch's reopening...though guess am the only crazy soul who wishes sch reopen quickly...but...not so quickly ma~ its like...i juz had my holidays started yesterday~ =[sm more...so many things i wanna do...but cnnt do...no time to do...09 coming...which simply means that i goin overseas soon~ but before i go...i got so many things i wanna do...i got sooooooooooooooo many people i wanna meet...i got soooooooooo many things i wanna wait...and i got soooooooooooooooo many things i wanna get~so mani so mani so mani...but time reali flies....can you believe it?? i am goin to b 19...old le...1 more yr to go...where we had to go on separate ways~i dun wan time flies so fast...how i wish i juz a child...INNOCENT and NEW to the world....most importantli...as we grow old...we got to set our own families too...can we do it?? can we do it well??though i learnt to be independent..still i rely lots on family...even now that i gona go overseas w/o them~ i still got my 101 worries =[can i do it well?? can i make it?? so many qns goin round...am glad that my certain things in my wishlist came true...i got my jewel box...meet up with people i wanna meet...but still there were many yet to come true~and i hope~ in 09...it will and MUST come true~ =]wishes in 09 continues.....may my wishes come TRUE~*wonder y i carry so much worries?? and i still worrying about something*
Friday, December 26, 2008
5:22 AM
back back~
back back...i know...i posted enf for today...but i still gt lots lots to say~ HAHA~ talkative ya~o yesh~ my 'huse tradition' mama...everi yr will b my santa claus...so ya~ she will buy smtins for us...mi, my bro and sis...and everi christmas eve...we will hang socks at our bedrm and she will sneak in to put little gifts in.... =] heehee~i always remember...m the MOST greedy...haha~ will hang lots lots socks last time...n she will entertain mi by putting 1 swit or chocs in 1 sock...haha~ tat's mi~ XDand way~ daddy will nv buy us tins...haha~ sad sad to say!n ya~ shah and sm other ppl...where's my gift???i no present...SOB SOB!!! >.<
4:08 AM
my Christmas GIFTS~

mummy gv mi all these abv~

this jewel box...marks that one of my wishes cm true!!! from my uncle~ =]
3:35 AM
outing pics more more~ =p
i wan sue shah for sm pics she took w/o my acknowledgement...haha~