Tuesday, May 26, 2009
9:48 AM
a 19 years old girl living in a life of a 90 years old lady
my life sux...tat's wat i been telling shah today....nway...apparently...a so-called conflict started off of no where...which...makes no sense....how shud i put it?...i shud teach u guys...what is love??love is...u wan to c the person 24/7...u r jealous when he tok to another gal...or another gal got close to him...u will never lol for that....hmm...shud i say...haha~ MR out there...excuse me??if u gona think that i am jk....we r in a cold war out of no where...n apparently sm ****** juz added more ice to it...its always FINE with me...like what i always says....i owe no one anything...i wun die w/o so and so...hmmnway been sooooo long since the last time i blogged...life is sux coz things dun go the way i wan...hmm....i mean...soooo many things happen...excuse me to the people around me now....i act happy...dun mean i am really happy...i in hanoi...dun think that in s'pore bk there...nothing happen to my family...i do also have my own problems....however...i do also concern with my FRIENDS here....CONCERN only!!!!! that's what friends should do...u shud learn that...!i left my family...temp oni...but i left wif a heavy heart...because...i know...2mths leaving cn mean to alot of changes to my family....apparently...i am not as blessed as most of u out there...my family will soon be separated into 2 places....my heart is HEAVY now...dun add on to my problems...dun do that....i got too many problems to solve...way toooooooo many........ever since sec 4...i've nv been really Happy...coz' nothing worth more than that....juz few days ago...'mummy' spoke to me....i almost cried in front of her when i told her my family bg....tat's me...but i hold bk my tears...but...i am now really stress and disappointed...so much so that i feel like crying...but no tears coming out....i wanna a break....for the 1st time i tell shah i wanna go home...i miss my pets....that's me...i miss my animals....i miss my bed...i wuld rather wake up or go home w/o anyone in the huse...then to wake up everiday to have cold war with smone who i treated as a friend....its tiring...it is....apprently...whatever u thinking...makes no sense....all i culd say is...dun b so selfish...i mean....u c...u cn oni c ur problems...others do have their problems too...is just...not everyone say out...not everyone act out...and if u wanna say out...of coz' dun u wan the person to b concern for a little more but asking u once in a while how is it??weird....nway....not worth saying too much...bcoz' shah finally enlighten me yesterday night...now...1.04am s'pore time...12.04 hanoi timeshe let me realise....what's in my mind...what makes me so bothered...is no one else except me myself...haha~ stupid?? right i am...who cares~ i mean i do care for my FRIEND but if this friend is treating me like that...why waste my precious time....am i CORRECT??? haha! yes!yawn~ i enlighten myself tooooooooo! hurray! finally =]
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
2:05 AM
CRAZIEST US!
jthe craziest thing anyone could do is to...be like us...haha~
yesterday...me and shah went out v.v.late at nite tooooooo.....look for tibits...haha! RIDICULOUS right???
tis sat is santiago bdae...been preparing for it...XD
got him a TIE and making him card for his bdae...XD!
ytd...cook some venicilim...is it like that spell???? i duno~ but ya...i proof to jimmy that i cook one will taste better...haha~ coz i tink 2 wks ago we went eat outside...he asked mi if its nice...i told him mine is BETTER~! haha! he indeed agreed yesterday~ XD
n blanch was nagging at me...say i spoil her diet...so is lowida...haha!
had a GREAT time wif my 'family' yesterday...joke alot...abt wat??? erm haha~ the usuals...shah n juan...n mi n jim...tat's the usuals...hmm~
yup...but people...i learnt smtin...1 letter in a word makes alot of difference...haha! u noe what i mean dun u...shah~ haha!
what else...hmm...yup i bk to PNT! though was happy...but also miss ppl in Mydinh...they r nice ppl too...but nvm...will c them soon tis sat!
yesterday is sooo much FUN! =]
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
6:24 AM
TiRiNg!
tiring days for me...
since this mon...mi n juan gt to go Mydinh RV! to do invigilation...
its FUN!!!! BUT tiring...
but ya~ kinda got used to it....
we need to report to work at 8am here time...ard 6.15am i gt to wake up...though they day is short for me...but...still SLEEPY!
every nite...the four of us...will have the same routine...what isit?? =p
dun tell u...who four??? cannot say :X
couple of days ago....2 ladies joined us...Blanch and Grace...both r friendly....
we played 'dare or truth' with them...got to know them more...haha~ but trust me...
i was made to...............shhh~ cannot say...feel so......PS leh!
but nvm...haha~
next sat...santiago bdae...he invited us to restaurant i think...and after that will be KTV woho...BUT they planning to make mi n shah drunk....haha~
so many things happen...nway...
yup...i perm my hair...got a total different style...haha~ lol.....shhh~
what else???
o ya...my invigilating class...grade 6-8 was good...BUT 10B is SUX!!! omg...so super TIRING!
tnk god tmr jimmy coming over...i'm SAVED!!!! woho! guess he will help mi lots lots...XD!
mi n juan been goin bk to PNT after work everyday....though....we nid not to...but shah was there...plus i promised jimmy to eat dinner wif him and promised lan to help her daily...she's my honey u noe~ XD
juan?? miss shah i guess...haha...but he din wan go home alone...haha~
nway...been away from PNT in morning n noon...so miss out some things...but Mydinh was fun too...haha especially today...the case of us and ms gwen hahaah! wat happen...??? woho!
and way...santiago treated us lunch on mon...today went raffles place to eat s'pore food...not too bad....=]
nway...i was eating a pack of chips ytd...where i won another pack...hmm
weird...but FUN!
what else did i miss out???nothing else i suppose...sooooo i STOP here
Friday, May 08, 2009
6:31 AM
all one could do is CONCERN!
i really wonder what life i have back there??
remembering i told shah i WILL change when i come hanoi and go back s'pore...
and i am...changing....
not gona say much...but all i wanna say is...ladies and gentleman...
i may not b as who i used to be...being used yet thought its TRUE FRIENDS!
i hate tat life...it pardon me....SUX!
when people 'used' u for FOC...u thut they treat u as buddy...bk then...they find sm stupid stuffs to fight wif u...which make mi feel omg...RIDICULOUS! it dun make sense at all...
and way...i won't die if i lost u!
more happy than ever....
trying soooo hard to be happy, making people around happy and most importantly...tried to b understanding...tat's not ME!
i gona be me and only me...
with attitude..whether good or not...ur problem....
i believe what i believe...
whoever wanna change me...
get the hell out of my life....
Monday, May 04, 2009
8:26 PM
.:my days:.
if you asking me how much i left...i will give u tis expression... hehehehehehehe XD
coz i left with little $$$
but lucky mum will do transfer if any time i need $$$$$ XD
and way...i soooo proud of all the things i bought...and love them soooo much.. got mum a bag for her birthday...i love u soooo muchy mummy!
and way... around 1 month to go...i kinda sad...not don't want go home but i used to here...so much so that i worry i will b more upset....coz i noe i wun want come back anymore....but i made many new friends here... but thankfully some of them want go s'pore after i return and...some want go in future and 1 of my fren is a s'porean soooo still cn wat we sae...KIP IN TOUCH! ahha~
2 people have left us...geisha n kent...next will b lowida....30th may...
i will miss everyone i know...
let love flies in the air....
yesterday got my 1st class...
the class from hell that's wat mr kent say...
but i like them though they r noisy...pardon mi they still better than the kids back in my hometown -> u know where....
they are polite, friendly, and respectful...they c u...as long u r a staff...they bow and greet you...good evening, hello, goodbye, good night.....so nice....~
life here...i'm getting much used to it...love it here... =]
but not intend to move in here.... i still love my hometown BEST!
i know my family will be there when i need them....no matter what...though empty in the heart...but the feeling is there...
p.s i still say...I WANT A BOYFRIEND! haha~
dun tell anyone ok...?
u care because you are a true friend...u don't bother because you are just another passerby in my life....
don't let today's disappointment cast over a shadow of tomorrow's dreams
Saturday, May 02, 2009
11:23 AM
my holidays...
been going to many places these few days...
to many many museum, temples....and...
buy lots lots things till i go BROKE le...need change $$$ on mon again.... =[
and way...
went KTV today! woho~ SANG soooooooooo many songs.......muhahaha~ XD
lots things to say and do but...my com cannt upload pics on blog...hmm :S
okok...stop here for now...other than i keep on almost fall on the floor...shud hv nthin else... XD