what what what?

what kind of mum make nasty comments at her own daughter?
what kind of mum shows obvious bias-ness towards her kids?
what kind of mum don't even discuss with her own daughter?
what kind of mum only talks to 1 of her daughters?
what kind of mum don't even have a common topic with her own daughter?
what kind of mum don't even understand her daughter?
what kind of mum only blames everything at u even though its not your fault?
what kind of mum makes u do something not important at all even she knows u not free?
what kind of mum only sees goodness in 1 of her daughter cause' she's making earnings?
what kind of mum treats her daughter as her maid?

what kind of sister loves to talk bad about u in front of your mum?
what kind of sister breaks promises that she promised u?
what kind of sister is nasty towards her dad?
what kind of sister thinks about herself only?
what kind of sister treats u as a maid?
what kind of sister talks crap without proof?
what kind of sister loves to see u get scolding from mum?

well...its my mum n sis!
isn't it suppose to be CNY?
why still so much conflictS?
my mum thought she knows me,
but actually she don't even understand me not even abit
everything, she only discuss with my sister
as if i don't even exist...
everytime when i got complains.
she never listens,
she only listen to me sis...
wassup with the attitude?
u blaming me for ur unforturnate?
u blaming me for ur marriage?
so what?
u thought i'm really happy in this world?
u never supports me in life~
remembered when i was pri 3...when i got top of chinese and maths, what's ur attitude?
u was like asking me to shut up!
but when sis got 1st....u been saying till today that she's better than me~
this is who u r~ selfish n only sees the best in her~
u think she will ask u move in with her when she gets married, we'll see to it!
u dun even think for me at all,
just like yesterday~ u n her happily planning everything without asking for my opinion, not till i screamed~ then u say, u wan follow who u follow la!
what kind of mum says that to u~
what about all ur plans ytd? end up where we go today?
because i followed is it?
FINE! i wun follow~
at least that's what i did to my frenz recently when i noe they not really keen for me to follow them~ 'i got something on' was all a lie~
i noe from the attitude and reaction of LL n HC~
like trying to keep secrets from me. when i asked when they goin? they like erm...
when i asked wat's their plans? they like 'i got smtin on'...
why i din contact my frenz?
curious or not~ i doubt!
want to know the truth?
coz i know jolly well when i was welcomed when i am not...
so i won't force things to go in my way!

truely speaking...i am sick n tired of my life...it SUX!
anyone wanna kill me? by all means~
i used to say, i live with NO REGRETS cause i already have the ultimate regret which is to be born in this world....

u r my family, u never know me cause' u did not try!
n i writing all these in my blog,
cause i wanna remember everything u did~
din u realised we don't even talk when only there's u n me?
i doubt~

when its time to let go, i will not hold on~ so be prepared
stay tight!
we'll see what's upcoming next!