The Evil Dead

2011

2011-06-07T01:57:00.000-07:00

it's 2011!
been like 6 months since i last updated my blog...
doubt anyone will visit anyway...
still....
i think i should keep it up to date!

well, now i looking for a job....been so long since i last work...haha!
and ya again...i cross my fingers for good happenings...LOL

miss my friends...

Seductive

2010-12-09T21:15:00.000-08:00

its been really a long time since i updated my blog....
how i missed it~

well...people who knows me well....knows that i've been wishing for a bf since yrs ago....
n...i got 1 this yr...however we broke up....

then ytd...something weird, scary happened....
someone...
someone...
someone....
i knew for a long time...gave me a kissed and said he love me....

i wasnt happy about it
i'm scared....:S

what should i do?????
well...i've decided....not to see the person ever again....
who is he? (**uncle i called him...mum's ex-boss) :S

another news article on YOG

2010-08-27T03:58:00.000-07:00

What a journey it has been

by Tan Yo-Hinn 05:55 AM Aug 27, 2010On Aug 14,

Singapore's world champion sailor Darren Choy lit the cauldron at the opening ceremony of the Youth Olympic Games at The Float@Marina Bay.

It was the culmination of a journey that had its origins some two decades earlier, when the fall of the Berlin Wall eventually steered Dr Jacques Rogge to the concept of a global Games to draw youngsters away from their television and computer screens and back to sports.

"East and West were totally divided by the Iron Curtain. There were exchanges between athletes, but only at adult level. There was nothing for the youth," said Dr Rogge.

So when the Belgian orthopaedic surgeon, who competed in sailing at the 1968, 1972 and 1976 Olympics, took over as International Olympic Committee (IOC) president in 2001, he revisited the idea of a youth Olympics.

Six years later, the Games received the official Olympic seal of approval at the 119th IOC Session in Guatemala City.

Nine cities bid for the inaugural Youth Olympic Games - including Singapore. Before deciding to bid, Singapore's sports chiefs, over many cups of coffee, weighed the pros and cons. Cost was a big concern but finally they decided to go for it.

"If we cannot even do this, what can we do?" Senior Parliamentary Secretary (Community Development, Youth and Sports) Teo Ser Luck recounted to reporters over lunch yesterday.

But the devil was in the detail. Singapore had to put together a bid that was more compelling than other candidate cities, included Athens, Bangkok and Turin - all old hands at staging major sporting events.

Over more cups of coffee and even less sleep, the bid team, led by Mr Teo, MCYS permanent secretary Niam Chiang Meng and Singapore National Olympic Council vice-president Ng Ser Miang came up with a unique seven-pronged Culture and Education Programme that met the IOC's vision of the Youth Olympic Games being not just a sporting contest, but also about exposing the teenage athletes to other cultures in an educational, yet fun and interactive way that would capture their attention.

Over six months, the bid team spent many hours selling the idea via video conference to an evaluation panel from the IOC, which included its Olympic Games executive director Gilbert Felli and 1988 Olympic pole vault champion Sergey Bubka.

Along the way, cities likes Athens, Bangkok and Turin dropped out. When the IOC announced the final two candidate cities on Jan 21, 2008, only Moscow stood in Singapore's way.

Win or lose, Singapore scheduled a grand party at the Padang on Feb 22 when the IOC's decision would be announced. At precisely 7.10pm, with all eyes glued to the "live" telecast from Lausanne on two giant screens, Dr Rogge appeared holding an envelope with the name of the winning city.

He opened the envelope and uttered the sweetest 25 words: "The International Olympic Committee have the honour of announcing that the first Summer Youth Olympic Games in 2010 are awarded to the city of Singapore."

The Padang, and an entire nation, burst into cheers.

In the wee hours of that night, Mr Teo and Mr Ng mulled the historic moment over "teh tarik" at a Jalan Kayu coffeeshop.

In front of them was the Herculean task of organising the Games for some 3,600 athletes aged 14 to 18 from 204 National Olympic Committees in just two-and-a-half years.

The challenge thrown down by Mr Lee was still ringing loud in their ears: Host a successful Games.

With an initial budget of $122 million, the Games' infrastructure soon began to take shape as stadia, sports halls and other venues were refurbished and upgraded - some were built - and 20,000 volunteers recruited and trained.

Amid lingering concerns over whether Singaporeans would support the Games, tickets for sports events went on sale by end-March this year.

The organisers drew flak when it was announced weeks before the Games that the cost had ballooned to $387 million.

On July 23, the Olympic flame was lit in a traditional ceremony in ancient Olympia, travelled across the five continents, before arriving in Singapore on Aug 5.

After a six-day round-island torch relay the cauldron was lit and with it Dr Rogge's dream, hatched all those years ago, finally became a reality.

1st ever youth olympics: 14 aug to 26 aug 2010

2010-08-27T03:42:00.000-07:00

the first ever youth olympics was held in singapore on 14th aug 2010 to 26 aug 2010
it leaves the best remarkable memories for all singaporeans, athletes and all over the world...
12 short days, 26 games, 3600 athletes, 5 bronze, 2 silver...its all singapore!

Japanese Language

2010-07-30T03:37:00.000-07:00

•Congratulations.
Omedetou gozaimasu.
おめでとうございます

•Happy Birthday.
O-tanjoubi omedetou gozaimasu. (formal)
お誕生日おめでとうございます

•Congratulations on your wedding.
Go-kekkon omedetou gozaimasu. (formal)
ご結婚おめでとうございます

I haven't seen you in a long time.
Gobusata shite imasu.
ご無沙汰しています。
(very formal)

Long time no see:

Ohisashiburi desu.
お久しぶりです。
(formal)

Hisashiburi!
久しぶり！
(casual)

Tokyo eki wa doko desu ka.
東京駅はどこですか｡
Where is the Tokyo Station?

Kono densha wa ~ ni tomarimasu ka.
この電車は～に止まりますか｡
Does this train stop at ~?

Tsugi wa nani eki desu ka.
次は何駅ですか｡
What is the next station?

Nanji ni demasu ka.
何時に出ますか｡
What time does it leave?

Nanji ni tsukimasu ka.
何時に着きますか｡
What time does it arrive?

Dono gurai kakarimasu ka.
どのぐらいかかりますか｡
How long does it take?

Oufuku no kippu o kudasai.
往復の切符をください｡
I would like to buy a return ticket.

Taxi

Osaka hoteru made onegaishimasu.
大阪ホテルまでお願いします。
Please take me to the Hotel Osaka.

Osaka eki made ikura desu ka.
大阪駅までいくらですか｡
How much does it cost to go to the Osaka Station?

Massugu itte kudasai.
まっすぐ行ってください｡
Please go straight.

Migi ni magatte kudasai.
右に曲がってください｡
Please turn right.

Hidari ni magatte kudasai.
左に曲がってください｡
Please turn left.

Bus

Basutei wa doko desu ka.
バス停はどこですか｡
Where is the bus stop?

Kono basu wa Kyoto ni ikimasu ka.
このバスは京都に行きますか｡
Does this bus go to Kyoto?

Tsugi no basu wa nanji desu ka.
次のバスは何時ですか｡
What time is the next bus?

Car

Doko de kuruma o kariru koto ga dekimasu ka.
どこで車を借りることができますか｡
Where can I rent a car?

Ichinichi ikura desu ka.
一日いくらですか｡
How much is it daily?

Mantan ni shite kudasai.
マンタンにしてください｡
Please fill the tank.

Koko ni kuruma o tomete mo ii desu ka.
ここに車をとめてもいいですか｡
Can I park here?

Air

Osaka iki no bin wa arimasu ka.
大阪行きの便はありますか｡
Is there a flight to Osaka?

Nanji ni chekku-in shitara ii desu ka.
何時にチェックインしたらいいですか｡
What time should I check in?

Shinkoku suru mono wa arimasen.
申告するものはありません｡
I have nothing to declare.

Shinkoku suru mono ga arimasu.
申告するものがあります。
I have something to declare.

Shigoto de isshuukan taizai shimasu.
仕事で一週間滞在します｡
I am going to stay here for a week on business.

Others

Toire wa doko desu ka.
トイレはどこですか｡
Where is the washroom?

~ ni wa dou ikeba ii desu ka.
～にはどう行けばいいですか｡
How do I get to ~?

Koko kara chikai desu ka.
ここから近いですか｡
Is it near here?

Aruite ikemasu ka.
歩いて行けますか｡
Can I walk there?

http://japanese.about.com/od/japaneselessons/u/StartLearning.htm#s4

Hong Kong/ Macau 2010

2010-07-22T03:50:00.001-07:00

went overseas to HK and Macau from 11th to 17th july
loads of things happened, but overall wonderful, coz bought alot of things
macau? lose alot of $$$$ :(

haha~ hope to go bk HK soon! XD
sun the 18th went garden fest...alot pics to upload...!
n way.... haha dad thut we oni back on 18...end up forgt to pick us up @ airport...so funny

will upload the pics later! XD

short memory but sweet! :)

2010-07-05T02:51:00.000-07:00

ms mummy and jovan came on 1st july and left on 3rd...din have lots of time to bring them around, so only went to orchard and airport...lol, but heard they went TP!

hope they come back real soon! :)

goodbye to tidewater; hello to a new life

2010-06-16T03:40:00.000-07:00

all memories in the video~ XD

quit my job last week

this week is another new chpt of my life.... mum? still jobless...but guess she's enjoying herself...

i was v.touched when i saw the gifts from all my colleagues...n the sweetest part of it was...everyone was saying i am a very good temp, injuired leg also go to work...my boss don't know how to appreciate...

i almost cried when i heard that...

thank u tidewater colleagues...will miss all of them! :)

tidewater marine int'l pte ltd

2010-06-07T19:45:00.000-07:00

a place filled with happiness, sadness, anger...
happy when everyone treated me really nice...beautiful memories..to be said

sad...coz i hate it when people accuse me for nothing i done wrong

anger...I HATE MY SO-CALLED BITCHY BOSS!
ever since eunice came....she treated me like im her greatest enemy...
wat've i done wrong...rather i worked harder than as before...but no choice...
she just not happy about it...everything i do...she sure got stories about it...
so i've decided.. i will quit my job...
wanted to stay till end of july...but i doubt i can tahan her till then~

god bless the rest of my colleagues...my worse night mares in this place!

goodbyes, farewell...to DR GOH KENG SWEE [14/5/2010]

2010-05-24T01:11:00.000-07:00

IT WAS a heartfelt send-off for the late Dr Goh Keng Swee, one of Singapore's founding fathers.

More than 800 guests attended the State Funeral Service for Dr Goh at the Singapore Conference Hall yesterday afternoon, dressed solemnly in respect for the former deputy prime minister.

Many people also held vigil outside the hall to bid their last farewells, some overcome with emotion.

Elsewhere, residents of Kreta Ayer, where Dr Goh served as a Member of Parliament for more than 20 years until 1984, attended a memorial service organised by grassroots leaders at Kreta Ayer Square.

During the funeral service at Singapore Conference Hall, five people paid tribute to Dr Goh, who died of pneumonia on May 14 at the age of 91.

In his eulogy, Minister Mentor Lee Kuan Yew said that, of all his Cabinet colleagues, 'it was Goh Keng Swee who made the greatest difference to the outcome for Singapore'.

'He was my trouble-shooter,' MM Lee said. 'I settled the political conditions so that his tough policies we together formulated could be executed.'

MM Lee said he gave him the toughest government jobs to fix a variety of problems that Singapore faced in the 1950s to the 1970s, be it in finance, defence or education.

Prime Minister Lee Hsien Loong spoke of how Dr Goh 'introduced sweeping initiatives that set the basis for the country's long-term prosperity and security'.

'Without him, much of today's Singapore would not exist,' he said.

PM Lee also said Dr Goh stood up for officers who had served under him. He recalled how Dr Goh once defended him in Parliament, when an opposition MP filed a question targeted at PM Lee.

Temasek Holdings chairman S. Dhanabalan remembered Dr Goh's foresight in his eulogy.

Mr Dhanabalan said that in 1968, an American multinational company wanted to build a petroleum refinery in Sentosa. But Dr Goh insisted that Sentosa be kept for recreation instead. Today, Sentosa is a popular tourist destination.

Two family members shared their memories of Dr Goh as a caring and humble man.

Grandson Goh Ken-Yi, 37, who studied engineering but became a banker, said while his grandfather would rise to any challenge if he had to, 'he would often deflect any notion of praise directed towards him' after the work was done.

Grandniece Marian Hui, 17, said Dr Goh cared for people around him in his 'own unique way'. Once, he gave Miss Hui's family a set of nature documentary videos, Sir David Attenborough's The Trials Of Life, because he knew her family would like them.

After the eulogies, two wreaths were laid by his widow, Dr Phua Swee Liang, 71, and PM Lee.

At about 4pm, Dr Goh's casket was carried out of the conference hall. The cortege proceeded to Mandai Crematorium where a private ceremony for family members was held.

Since last Thursday, when the casket laid at Parliament House, more than 18,000 people paid their respects to Dr Goh.

For Kreta Ayer-Kim Seng grassroots leader Cindy Chat, 49, being selected as a pallbearer for Dr Goh had personal significance for her.

'I am honoured to send off Dr Goh more so because I had also helped to organise a farewell for him in 1984,' she said.

PRIME MINISTER LEE HSIEN LOONG'S EULOGY FOR DR GOH KENG SWEE

The Family of the late Dr Goh Keng Swee

Mr President

Distinguished Guests

Friends and Fellow Singaporeans

1. May I, on behalf of the government and people of Singapore, convey our deepest condolences to Mrs Goh and the family of the late Dr Goh Keng Swee on his passing at the age of 91.

2. Great leaders shape and influence the course of events through their actions and ideas. Singapore is a small country with a short history. But we too have had giants in our midst - men who have turned the tide for Singapore, and created a successful nation against the odds.

3. Dr Goh was one of our nation's founding fathers. In our formative years, he dealt with the most pressing problems of the day. But more importantly, he introduced sweeping initiatives that set the basis for the country's long-term prosperity and security. Without him, much of today's Singapore would not exist.

4. Dr Goh was a nationalist and a strong advocate for independence from British rule. After earning his PhD in England, he worked for a few years in the social welfare department, while supporting the People's Action Party (PAP) from behind the scenes. In 1959, Singa'pore won self-governing status from the British, and general elections were held. Dr Goh resigned as a civil servant to contest as a PAP candidate. When the PAP won, Dr Goh became our first Finance Minister.

5. Dr Goh soon discovered that the government was almost broke, and expected a budget deficit of $14 million that year. Prudent and thrifty by nature, Dr Goh immediately introduced drastic measures to cut spending, including cutting civil service salaries. This was obviously unpopular, but Dr Goh stood firm. When he delivered the Budget at the end of the year, he proudly declared that the government had achieved a small surplus of $1 million. He had drafted the speech personally, after secluding himself on the remote island of Raffles Lighthouse to concentrate on the task. Dr Goh set the tone for the PAP government, which ever since has steadfastly upheld budget discipline and fiscal prudence.

6. Dr Goh next turned his attention to jump-starting the stagnant economy. He decided on a strategy of rapid industrial'isation, attracting investments from MNCs to create jobs and exports. This was a radical and untested approach. It was contrary to the conventional wisdom then, that poor countries could achieve economic development through import substitution, and that MNCs were new colonial powers out to exploit impoverished workers in the Third World.

7. Key to the industrialisation programme was an ambitious project to transform the swamps of Jurong into a modern industrial estate. Dr Goh saw this as "an act of faith in the people of Singapore". He and his friend Mr Hon Sui Sen, then Chairman of the Economic Development Board, set out to develop Jurong with energy and determination.

8. The strategy did not work immediately. Investors were put off by the instability and mayhem created by the Communists and their sympathisers. There were more troubles after Singapore joined Malaysia, and the federal government in Kuala Lumpur controlled the award of Pioneer Certificates (for tax holidays) to investors. Not a single application for Pioneer Certificates was approved during this period. Given these problems, Jurong made little progress. Cynics mocked the venture, calling it "Goh's Folly".

9. But after independence we left these problems behind. The industrialisation strategy proved its worth, and Jurong industrial estate took off. By 1968, almost 300 factories operated in Jurong, employing 21,000 workers. Today, the Jurong project has far outgrown its geographical boundaries. Jurong Town Corporation was renamed JTC Corporation, because it was managing industrial estates all over Singapore, not just in Jurong. JTC Corporation has also spun off commercial arms, like Ascendas and JTC International, which have planned and built industrial parks and townships in many Asian countries. These successes have won Singapore an international reputation as a first class infrastructure provider.

10. Dr Goh pioneered many other economic institutions. He helped create the Monetary Authority of Singapore (MAS), where he laid out the policies that produced a stable Singapore Dollar and preserved the purchasing power of Singaporeans, not least their CPF savings. Years after Dr Goh retired, I served as Chairman of MAS. My task was to revise and update MAS' policies, many of which traced back to Dr Goh. We changed course very cautiously, always mindful of the good reasons and careful analysis that underpinned the original policies. For example, Dr Goh firmly opposed allowing market players free rein to speculate on the Singapore dollar, say by borrowing Singapore dollars in order to short the currency. Our small, open economy depended too much on a stable exchange rate. MAS applied a very strict policy, famously known as "the non-internationalisation of the Singapore dollar". By the late 1990s, we needed to relax these restrictions, in order to grow the fund management industry in Singapore. We did so in careful, incremental steps, over several years, loosening the implementation but never giving up the principle.

11. Beyond economics, Dr Goh helped to steer our nation through its difficult birth. His was often a backroom role, developing strategies and arguments to counter first the communists and then the communalists. But his robust attitude encouraged the whole team to press on against seemingly unwinnable odds, eventually to prevail and create today's Singapore.

12. Once Singapore became independent, we faced a pressing need to develop a defence capability and safeguard ourselves in a dangerous world. Although Dr Goh initially knew little about military matters, he took on the heavy responsibility as our first Defence Minister, and built up the Singapore Armed Forces (SAF) from scratch.

13. Dr Goh took a personal interest in all aspects of the SAF. No detail was too small for him. I once followed him to visit a field engineer defence exercise. We passed one site where the troops were digging a large bunker. It was a hive of activity: all the soldiers swarming over the work site, hard at work. This did not escape Dr Goh's practised eye. He commented that the soldiers should have been divided up into shifts - one third working, one third resting, and one third on guard. They should not all be working at once, and especially not to impress the minister.

14. Dr Goh understood that what counted most to the SAF was ability and talent. The SAF needed commanders and staff officers with the leadership qualities, intellectual abilities and professional competence to build and operate a modern, high-tech defence force. He created Project Wrangler, a talent management scheme overseen personally by the Minister, to identify promising officers, and systematically track, groom and advance them to key command and staff appointments. He introduced the SAF Scholarship scheme to induct top talent into the SAF. But he did not forget the older officers, mostly non-graduates, who had got the SAF off the ground: so he implemented a programme to enable deserving ones among them to study for Master's degrees at Duke University in military history and strategy. This is why today we have a cadre of capable and committed SAF leaders who understand defence technology, appreciate the strategic context, and can make sound decisions on and off the battlefield to ensure Singapore's security. Without such a team, we could not have built up, nor could we operate the 3G SAF, a professional and credible deterrent force respected alike by Singaporeans, partners and other armed forces in Asia and around the world.

15. I was in the first batch of SAF Scholars. Dr Goh took a special interest in us, and met us before we left for our overseas studies. He presented us each with two military classics: Sun Tzu's Art of War and Liddell Hart's Strategy: The Indirect Approach. He had specially ordered the books, and inscribed them to each of the young second lieutenants, "wishing you a successful military career". Dr Goh's gesture showed both his grasp of strategy and security issues, as well as his keen interest in nurturing talent for the SAF.

16. Dr Goh's last ministry was education. Here too he introduced major reforms, leaving his imprint on a fundamentally changed education system. His approach was systematic, analytical, and results oriented. Today, nearly every student completes secondary education, masters both English and a mother tongue, and attains standards of mathematics and science that are among the highest in any country. As in so many other areas, Dr Goh's work laid the foundation on which his successors have built, to reach greater heights.

17. With a creative mind and wide-ranging interests, Dr Goh had a tremendous zest for life and work. He would come up with new ideas every day for the civil servants to study and implement. Submissions to him frequently came back covered with corrections, to polish the language and sharpen the arguments, or sometimes demolish them. Many young officers benefited from his guidance. Their careers and lives were changed by their interaction with Dr Goh, who more than once intervened at critical points to overcome an obstacle or to guide them in the right direction. They included President S R Nathan, Mr Goh Chok Tong, Mr Wong Kan Seng, Mr Mah Bow Tan, and Mr S Dhanabalan, as well as Permanent Secretaries like Ngiam Tong Dow, Lim Siong Guan, Philip Yeo, and Joe Pillay, and many others.

18. Dr Goh was a hard task-master but also a teacher and mentor. He recognised good work, and would back officers who had done well. He promoted and appointed people on merit, disregarding seniority in order to get the job done. He would fight for their promotions, which were not always within his dispensation because he needed to persuade the Public Service Commission. He would stand up for them publicly. I remember when I resigned from the SAF to enter politics, an opposition MP filed a Parliamentary question which was obviously targeted at me. Dr Goh was then no longer the Minister for Defence, but he nevertheless rose in Parliament to defend me, and the integrity of MINDEF's personnel and promotion system, in his usual robust style. Many other officers who served him had similar experiences.

19. Dr Goh also had a fun side to him. In MINDEF, he became frustrated that directives from headquarters to the units were having so little effect. As an experiment, he ordered a directive issued to all units that comprised nothing but the Bible passage on Noah's Ark. The directive made its way through the organisation - some units simply passed it on to their subordinate units for implementation, others filed it for reference, and only one person asked what it was for. Dr Goh wrote up the results into a paper, which he entitled "Noah's Ark Progresses through the SAF".

20. Dr Goh's writings and speeches reflected his depth of thinking and broad range of reference. He published three volumes - The Practice of Economic Growth, The Economics of Modernization, and The Wealth of East Asian Nations. Many of the pieces are gems that remain well worth reading today, decades later. Those wishing to learn about economic management and governance in modern Singapore will gain much from studying them.

21. A whole generation of Singaporeans has grown up enjoying the fruits of growth and prosperity, because one of our ablest sons decided to fight for Singapore's independence, progress and future. Instead of pursuing a private career, Dr Goh chose to serve the larger good, and stayed in public service for more than 25 years.

22. Thousands have paid their last respects to Dr Goh this last week, in gratitude for what he had done for Singapore, and often personally to themselves. The media have reported a few of their stories - the old lady who was visited by Dr Goh when the family was very poor; another lady whom Dr Goh had come across as a little girl weeping in school, and had comforted; the young navy officer who reported to Dr Goh after making a grave mistake, but was forgiven because he owned up. These personal gestures and kindnesses reflected Dr Goh's character and compassion, which underpinned his enormous contributions to Singapore.

23. Singapore is forever indebted to Dr Goh Keng Swee.

http://www.asiaone.com/static/multimedia/gallery/100521_gksp/

NAVY OPEN HOUSE 2010

2010-05-23T22:01:00.001-07:00

TIRING BUT FUN! :)

18/5/10 FLYER SINGAPORE

2010-05-23T21:20:00.001-07:00

LOAD OF HAPPENINGS

18/5/10 GRADUATION DAY 2010

2010-05-23T20:08:00.000-07:00

BEST PART OF TP'S MEMORIES!

10 life lessons you should unlearn

2010-05-05T23:34:00.000-07:00

1. Problems are bad:
Real problems are wonderful, each carrying the seeds of its own solution. Job burnout? It's steering you toward your perfect career. An awful relationship? It's teaching you what love means. Confusing tax forms? They're suggesting you hire an accountant, so you can focus on more interesting tasks, such as flossing. Finding the solution to each problem is what gives life its gusto.

2. It's important to stay happy.
Solving a knotty problem can help us be happy, but we don't have to be happy to feel good.

If that sounds crazy, try this: Focus on something that makes you miserable. Then think, "I must stay happy!" Stressful, isn't it? Now say, "It's okay to be as sad as I need to be." This kind of permission to feel as we feel -- not continuous happiness -- is the foundation of well-being.

3. I'm irreparably damaged by my past
Painful events leave scars, true, but it turns out they're largely erasable. Jill Bolte Taylor, the neuroanatomist who had a stroke that obliterated her memory, described the event as losing "37 years of emotional baggage." Taylor rebuilt her own brain, minus the drama.

Now it appears we can all effect a similar shift, without having to endure a brain hemorrhage. The very thing you're doing at this moment -- questioning habitual thoughts -- is enough to begin off-loading old patterns.

For example, take an issue that's been worrying you ("I've got to work harder!") and think of three reasons that belief may be wrong. Your brain will begin to let it go. Taylor found this thought-loss euphoric. You will, too.

4. Working hard leads to success

Baby mammals, including humans, learn by playing, which is why "the battle of Waterloo was won on the playing fields of Eton."

Boys who'd spent years strategizing for fun gained instinctive skills to handle real-world situations. So play as you did in childhood, with all-out absorption.

Watch for ways your childhood playing skills can solve a problem (see #1). Play, not work, is the key to success. While we're on the subject...

5. Success is the opposite of failure.

Fact: From quitting smoking to skiing, we succeed to the degree we try, fail, and learn. Studies show that people who worry about mistakes shut down, but those who are relaxed about doing badly soon learn to do well. Success is built on failure.

6. It matters what people think of me

"But if I fail," you may protest, "people will think badly of me!" This dreaded fate causes despair, suicide, homicide.

I realized this when I read blatant lies about myself on the Internet. When I bewailed this to a friend, she said, "Wow, you have some painful fantasies about other people's fantasies about you."

Yup, my anguish came from my hypothesis that other people's hypothetical hypotheses about me mattered. Ridiculous! Right now, imagine what you'd do if it absolutely didn't matter what people thought of you. Got it? Good. Never go back.

7. We should think rationally about our decisions

Your rational capacities are far newer and more error-prone than your deeper, "animal" brain. Often complex problems are best solved by thinking like an animal.

Consider a choice you have to make -- anything from which movie to see to which house to buy. Instead of weighing pros and cons intellectually, notice your physical response to each option. Pay attention to when your body tenses or relaxes. And speaking of bodies...

8. The pretty girls get all the good stuff

Oh, God. So not true. I unlearned this after years of coaching beautiful clients. Yes, these lovelies get preferential treatment in most life scenarios, but there's a catch: While everyone's looking at them, virtually no one sees them.

Almost every gorgeous client had a husband who'd married her breasts and jawline without ever noticing her soul.

9. If all my wishes came true right now, life would be perfect

Check it out: People who have what you want are all over rehab clinics, divorce courts, and jails. That's because good fortune has side effects, just like medications advertised on TV.

Basically, any external thing we depend on to make us feel good has the power to make us feel bad.

Weirdly, when you've stopped depending on tangible rewards, they often materialize. To attract something you want, become as joyful as you think that thing would make you. The joy, not the thing, is the point.

10. Loss is terrible

Ten years ago I still feared loss enough to abandon myself in order to keep things stable. I'd smile when I was sad, pretend to like people who appalled me.

What I now know is that losses aren't cataclysmic if they teach the heart and soul their natural cycle of breaking and healing.

A real tragedy? That's the loss of the heart and soul themselves. If you've abandoned yourself in the effort to keep anyone or anything else, unlearn that pattern. Live your truth, losses be damned. Just like that, your heart and soul will return home.

may day~ time for updates

2010-05-04T23:27:00.000-07:00

what's the special day today????????
erm...actually not special is today... lol

ok..last fri was jenny's last day of work in tidewater...

this mon came in a hyper active aunty who is older than jenny also ... LOL!

but ya~ she's v.nice! :) all of them are nice...

n ya~ gd news....I GOT AN INCREMENT!!! HURRAY!!!!

23/4/10 was my last day with him~

he was so called my 'official' first love...but ya~ it ended so ridiculously...erm or should i say the whole relationship was ridiculous~

but i din cry when we break out coz i long wanted a break...

lol~ i felt relief about it instead~

now i back to SINGLE! and changed my focus in life to become: go into a university!!! MUHAHA!

alot things gona change more soon~

i missed my frenz~

BDAE WITH MIAN BAO PTE LTD 12/4/10

2010-04-21T23:27:00.000-07:00

@ FISH N CO SUNTEC [AGAIN~] HAHA~ ALL OF US GOT THIS IDEA THIS YR I GUESS~ HAHA!

day of celebrations with chick brain yilin

2010-04-21T20:27:00.000-07:00

@ T2/T3 last wk to celebrate: birthdays...me n hers...haha~, black day [day for all singles] and friendship day [singapore only] haha!

went breeks to makan, n some hk style food stall @ t3 too~ haha...full of jokes n lol non-stop!

my bdae celebration with god sis~

2010-04-21T20:23:00.000-07:00

i caught those toys in 5 mins~

1st time take neo print with god sis...on 7/4/10 @ TM and catch a movie 'how to train a dragon'

tigger was named: toothless thanks to tat n jane!

mini celebration for a lec bdae...2010

2010-04-21T20:01:00.000-07:00

a trip around clark quay, suntec... :)

celebrating mr ted's bdae~ [some time in march]

10/4/10 -> bdae celebration with family!

2010-04-20T00:50:00.000-07:00

a day celebration with family on my birthday 10/4/2010 sat~

makan semi buffet @ equinox @ swissotel...was really lucky...coz it was fully book n i was on waiting list...but was inform in the morning itself i got a seat and sm more...upon requesting for window seat...they really arranged for us!

views were took from lvl 69 of the restaurant~

the food? NICE! must try!!!! worth the money though not cheap~ yum yum~ movie after lunch @ the cathay [date night] super funny~

popular for a sec!

2010-04-14T22:11:00.000-07:00

hahaaaha~
ok its been 2 days since i fell down...ouch ouch~ now its more painful...hmph...
but ya~ guess wat? just get caught by big boss few mins ago...he saw im injuired so he came n ask me...lol~
n now~ the WHOLE OFFICE KNOW!!! so pai seh!!!!
haha~ but everyone come ask me ok or not? pain or not?
sm more company want send me to company doctor...to get medical report...etc...so troublesome!!! haaha~
but it feels really good when everyone's concern about u~
true concern or just asking for show...its still asking~ LOL!

hmm...but ya~ quite funny though~
oready pai seh when i fell right in front of my colleagues...now worse when whole office know and all boss take turns to ask me if i ok~ hmmm~ o.o!!!

haha~ for the 1st time i had a super great laugh in these few days and ya~ my 1st laugh in my life record of falling down :)

goodbye, jerry baby!

2010-04-14T00:29:00.000-07:00

this cute little baby...by the name of jerry died on 12 apr 2010 night time...it is said that coz missed my disney too much so no appetite eat...n die liao~
i love her super much~
may she be in a better place...

goodbye sweet heart!

i've made a mistake!

2010-04-12T17:55:00.000-07:00

making a mistake is nothing if you can make things right....
but this mistake i made, is non-forgiven and it can't be reverse....
worse still...someone else is hurt~

the greatest mistake i made in life is to be born in the family i am with~
though i still love them no matter what...but i hurt him totally bad....

he told me, he give me months to think things out...
i am lost...really lost...
though i not crying outside....but my heart is heartbroken~
after speaking, he hang up...told me when i ready i call him...but....

that may be the last time in this life we will talk to each other i guess...
i dun want to hurt him any more...so i guess letting him go is the best choice~

blessed him~

me n godsis! 7/4/10

2010-04-08T19:24:00.000-07:00

went tm with janey 2 days ago....makan mos burger [jane], ljs [me] haha~ and a mini celebration for my bdae with gift n cake...so sweet!!!! XD

then catch a movie 'how to train a dragon' NICE!!!

n janey named my tigger 'toothless' thanks to the movie! haha~

LOVE is...

2010-04-08T19:14:00.000-07:00

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."
-St. Augustine

1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY

2010-04-06T23:30:00.000-07:00

today celebrates the 1 yr anniversary for me n my grp mates to vietnam this day a yr ago...
memories..loads of memories...

hope everything is fine there!...
haha~ my bf got kidnap today i guess...no replies at all...hmm
let him b...dun wan to control him too much~ time flies...we been together since 28/3/10 its already 1 wk plus... :)

memories- goodbye forever disney

2010-04-06T19:16:00.000-07:00

this lovely pet of mine was born when i went HK for the 1st time...on the 3rd day of my trip couple of yrs ago....
however, she just passed away a few days back on 1st apr 2010...whereby no one believe what i say... they all thought it was a joke....
she's my sis favourite n she will always live in my n sis's heart~
farewell...disney...leaving behind 3 kids.... :(
shocking about her death....coz' she was perfectly fine...n a normal guinea pig shud live 5 to 8 years~ but she's less than that...hope she culd b in a better place~

love her~

cinderalla dreams~

2010-03-30T20:54:00.001-07:00

28/3/10...the official beginning of my relationship...
but alot things happen in this 3 days...tat made me reconsider my life now~
tonite meeting for 1st time~
will it b last time?
we shall c!

1 month anniversary!

2010-03-24T21:12:00.000-07:00

today...1 month since the day i step into this office...
actually...speaking the truth...its definitely not what i like nor what i love...
work here, mum's decision...not my type...

nway...some thing sad happened today...
one of my colleague was lay off...in short she's fired...
thought i wun felt upset...coz this means that i can be 'promoted'
but now...i felt so upset...coz she's always v.nice...it may not be the truth but at least she acts to be nice....

god bless her...will keep in touch 4eva~ :)

long long words

2010-03-16T06:27:00.000-07:00

Lopadotemachoselachogaleokranioleipsanodrimhypotrimmatosilphioparaomelitokatakechymenokichlepikossyphophattoperisteralektryonoptekephalliokigklopeleiolagoiosiraiobaphetraganopterygon

is a fictional dish mentioned in Aristophanes comedy Assemblywomen
It is a Transliteration of the Ancient Greek word λοπαδοτεμαχοσελαχογαλεοκρανιολειψανοδριμυποτριμματοσιλφιοκαραβομελιτοκατακεχυμενοκιχλεπικοσσυφοφαττοπεριστεραλεκτρυονοπτοκεφαλ

consist of 183 letters

next

Pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis
a factitious word alleged to mean 'a lung disease caused by the inhalation of very fine silica dust, causing inflammation in the lungs.'" A condition meeting the word's definition is normally called Silicosis

45 letters

Pseudopseudohypoparathyroidism (pseudoPHP)
is an inherited disorder

30 letters

floccinaucinihilipilification [noun]
The act or habit of describing or regarding something as worthless

29 letters

Antidisestablishmentarianism
is a political position that originated in nineteenth-century Britain in opposition to proposals for the disestablishment of the Church of England, that is, to remove the Anglican Church's status as the state church of England, Ireland and Wales.

28 letters

Honorificabilitudinitatibus
is the ablative plural of the medieval Latin word honorificabilitudinitas, which can be translated as "the state of being able to achieve honours".

longest song name i guess

supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

describing any quality that is so indescribable that you have no real word to say it with

34 letters

THIS IS COOL!

2010-03-15T00:50:00.000-07:00

this is a view of TP from GOOGLE MAP!

weeeeheeee! yahooooo!

2010-03-14T03:49:00.000-07:00

alot things happen recently...

nway~
o yes...last week dad's bdae...we went to holiday inn atrium makan last last sun...v.not nice....
ok...last week updates? hmm...nothing much~
went for a last min hairdo...
erm... lol~
what else? let me think........
o yes~ results out! expected to me la~ so not too surprising...but happy i got wat i wanted....
last sun...which is ytd...erm...cool, i guess...got a long tok with a fren...got to noe him more n ya~ he got more qns to ask me than i have for him...lols...

nway...this week...trust me now...i'm sleepy...lol! yup.....another long week...hehe! but i'm looking forward to next sat~! shhh~

new job, big time!

2010-03-10T19:06:00.000-08:00

24/2 1st day of work for me~
quite sudden oso coz i oni sent in the resume on 23...no interview nothing at all :S

today 11/3....seems like i work quite long liao~ but actually...oni 2 weeks plus~

work here...don't really tok to ani1, coz their topics r quite diff frm me... >.<
well n of coz i am the youngest here....

my boss nv scolds me even if i do wrong...she will nag of coz~
this few weeks, many activities on goin for me...aft today...next outing will be 27th mar....big time...!
i must limit myself to my outdoor activities....if not later my mum dun let me go out on 27th~
haha~!

actually...i also dunoo wat will happen on tat day...though i am the planner for the activity~! HeHE!

k tat's all for now...!

oscar 2010

2010-03-08T02:44:00.001-08:00

Actor in a Leading Role
Jeff Bridges in “Crazy Heart”
George Clooney in “Up in the Air”
Colin Firth in “A Single Man”
Morgan Freeman in “Invictus”
Jeremy Renner in “The Hurt Locker”

Actor in a Supporting Role
Matt Damon in “Invictus”
Woody Harrelson in “The Messenger”
Christopher Plummer in “The Last Station”
Stanley Tucci in “The Lovely Bones”
Christoph Waltz in “Inglourious Basterds”

Actress in a Leading Role
Sandra Bullock in “The Blind Side”
Helen Mirren in “The Last Station”
Carey Mulligan in “An Education”
Gabourey Sidibe in “Precious: Based on the Novel ‘Push’ by Sapphire”
Meryl Streep in “Julie & Julia”

Actress in a Supporting Role
Penélope Cruz in “Nine”
Vera Farmiga in “Up in the Air”
Maggie Gyllenhaal in “Crazy Heart”
Anna Kendrick in “Up in the Air”
Mo’Nique in “Precious: Based on the Novel ‘Push’ by Sapphire”

Animated Feature Film
“Coraline” Henry Selick
“Fantastic Mr. Fox” Wes Anderson
“The Princess and the Frog” John Musker and Ron Clements
“The Secret of Kells” Tomm Moore
“Up” Pete Docter

Art Direction
“Avatar” Art Direction: Rick Carter and Robert Stromberg; Set Decoration: Kim Sinclair
“The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus” Art Direction: Dave Warren and Anastasia Masaro; Set Decoration: Caroline Smith
“Nine” Art Direction: John Myhre; Set Decoration: Gordon Sim
“Sherlock Holmes” Art Direction: Sarah Greenwood; Set Decoration: Katie Spencer
“The Young Victoria” Art Direction: Patrice Vermette; Set Decoration: Maggie Gray

Cinematography
“Avatar” Mauro Fiore
“Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince” Bruno Delbonnel
“The Hurt Locker” Barry Ackroyd
“Inglourious Basterds” Robert Richardson
“The White Ribbon” Christian Berger

Costume Design
“Bright Star” Janet Patterson
“Coco before Chanel” Catherine Leterrier
“The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus” Monique Prudhomme
“Nine” Colleen Atwood
“The Young Victoria” Sandy Powell

Directing
“Avatar” James Cameron
“The Hurt Locker” Kathryn Bigelow
“Inglourious Basterds” Quentin Tarantino
“Precious: Based on the Novel ‘Push’ by Sapphire” Lee Daniels
“Up in the Air” Jason Reitman

Documentary (Feature)
“Burma VJ” Anders Østergaard and Lise Lense-Møller
“The Cove” Louie Psihoyos and Fisher Stevens
“Food, Inc.” Robert Kenner and Elise Pearlstein
“The Most Dangerous Man in America: Daniel Ellsberg and the Pentagon Papers” Judith Ehrlich and Rick Goldsmith
“Which Way Home” Rebecca Cammisa

Documentary (Short Subject)
“China’s Unnatural Disaster: The Tears of Sichuan Province” Jon Alpert and Matthew O’Neill
“The Last Campaign of Governor Booth Gardner” Daniel Junge and Henry Ansbacher
“The Last Truck: Closing of a GM Plant” Steven Bognar and Julia Reichert
“Music by Prudence” Roger Ross Williams and Elinor Burkett
“Rabbit à la Berlin” Bartek Konopka and Anna Wydra

Film Editing
“Avatar” Stephen Rivkin, John Refoua and James Cameron
“District 9” Julian Clarke
“The Hurt Locker” Bob Murawski and Chris Innis
“Inglourious Basterds” Sally Menke
“Precious: Based on the Novel ‘Push’ by Sapphire” Joe Klotz

Foreign Language Film
“Ajami” Israel
“The Milk of Sorrow (La Teta Asustada)” Peru
“A Prophet (Un Prophète)” France
“The Secret in Their Eyes (El Secreto de Sus Ojos)” Argentina
“The White Ribbon (Das Weisse Band)” Germany

Makeup
“Il Divo” Aldo Signoretti and Vittorio Sodano
“Star Trek” Barney Burman, Mindy Hall and Joel Harlow
“The Young Victoria” Jon Henry Gordon and Jenny Shircore

Music (Original Score)
“Avatar” James Horner
“Fantastic Mr. Fox” Alexandre Desplat
“The Hurt Locker” Marco Beltrami and Buck Sanders
“Sherlock Holmes” Hans Zimmer
“Up” Michael Giacchino

Music (Original Song)
“Almost There” from “The Princess and the Frog” Music and Lyric by Randy Newman
“Down in New Orleans” from “The Princess and the Frog” Music and Lyric by Randy Newman
“Loin de Paname” from “Paris 36” Music by Reinhardt Wagner Lyric by Frank Thomas
“Take It All” from “Nine” Music and Lyric by Maury Yeston
“The Weary Kind (Theme from Crazy Heart)” from “Crazy Heart” Music and Lyric by Ryan Bingham and T Bone Burnett

Best Picture
“Avatar” James Cameron and Jon Landau, Producers
“The Blind Side” Gil Netter, Andrew A. Kosove and Broderick Johnson, Producers
“District 9” Peter Jackson and Carolynne Cunningham, Producers
“An Education” Finola Dwyer and Amanda Posey, Producers
“The Hurt Locker” Kathryn Bigelow, Mark Boal, Nicolas Chartier and Greg Shapiro, Producers
“Inglourious Basterds” Lawrence Bender, Producer
“Precious: Based on the Novel ‘Push’ by Sapphire” Lee Daniels, Sarah Siegel-Magness and Gary Magness, Producers
“A Serious Man” Joel Coen and Ethan Coen, Producers
“Up” Jonas Rivera, Producer
“Up in the Air” Daniel Dubiecki, Ivan Reitman and Jason Reitman, Producers

Short Film (Animated)
“French Roast” Fabrice O. Joubert
“Granny O’Grimm’s Sleeping Beauty” Nicky Phelan and Darragh O’Connell
“The Lady and the Reaper (La Dama y la Muerte)” Javier Recio Gracia
“Logorama” Nicolas Schmerkin
“A Matter of Loaf and Death” Nick Park

Short Film (Live Action)
“The Door” Juanita Wilson and James Flynn
“Instead of Abracadabra” Patrik Eklund and Mathias Fjellström
“Kavi” Gregg Helvey
“Miracle Fish” Luke Doolan and Drew Bailey
“The New Tenants” Joachim Back and Tivi Magnusson

Sound Editing
“Avatar” Christopher Boyes and Gwendolyn Yates Whittle
“The Hurt Locker” Paul N.J. Ottosson
“Inglourious Basterds” Wylie Stateman
“Star Trek” Mark Stoeckinger and Alan Rankin
“Up” Michael Silvers and Tom Myers

Sound Mixing
“Avatar” Christopher Boyes, Gary Summers, Andy Nelson and Tony Johnson
“The Hurt Locker” Paul N.J. Ottosson and Ray Beckett
“Inglourious Basterds” Michael Minkler, Tony Lamberti and Mark Ulano
“Star Trek” Anna Behlmer, Andy Nelson and Peter J. Devlin
“Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen” Greg P. Russell, Gary Summers and Geoffrey Patterson

Visual Effects
“Avatar” Joe Letteri, Stephen Rosenbaum, Richard Baneham and Andrew R. Jones
“District 9” Dan Kaufman, Peter Muyzers, Robert Habros and Matt Aitken
“Star Trek” Roger Guyett, Russell Earl, Paul Kavanagh and Burt Dalton

Writing (Adapted Screenplay)
“District 9” Written by Neill Blomkamp and Terri Tatchell
“An Education” Screenplay by Nick Hornby
“In the Loop” Screenplay by Jesse Armstrong, Simon Blackwell, Armando Iannucci, Tony Roche
“Precious: Based on the Novel ‘Push’ by Sapphire” Screenplay by Geoffrey Fletcher
“Up in the Air” Screenplay by Jason Reitman and Sheldon Turner

Writing (Original Screenplay)
“The Hurt Locker” Written by Mark Boal
“Inglourious Basterds” Written by Quentin Tarantino
“The Messenger” Written by Alessandro Camon & Oren Moverman
“A Serious Man” Written by Joel Coen & Ethan Coen
“Up” Screenplay by Bob Peterson, Pete Docter, Story by Pete Docter, Bob Peterson, Tom McCarthy

with shah outing 1st time in 2010

2010-03-02T21:01:00.000-08:00

oni tis 2 pics took by me

apparently the both of us r wearing the same clothing! XD

her favourite is purple, mine is red! XD

ok~ the camera woman s*** haaha~oops...later she kill me...

belated bdae celebration => chick brain yilin

2010-03-02T20:15:00.000-08:00

the bdae gal... belated mini celebration

PEITING'S BIRTHDAY PARTY!

2010-03-02T05:51:00.000-08:00

THE SABO DRINK...SUPER MIX

EAT CHILLI SAUCE

WASABI TIME!

NERDY TIME

BITTER DRINK

OUCH!

'LUCKY' DRAW

HER GIFTS FROM THE GALS!

IT REALLY TOOK QUITE SOMETIME TO OPEN

THE LOVERS

ALL THE PRESENTS

THE NICE CAKE

my 1st day...

2010-02-23T22:44:00.000-08:00

1st day of work...
tired is not enough to describe my status now~
half way tru the day...2 n half hour more before i knock off....YAWN!
company? not HUGE but LARGE i guess...office? not bad, quite tidy!
people? friendly...
hmm...job? haha~ sound like supply chain to me...got supplier...to many different countries...then got invoice this part sounds like MSA...o did i mention i juz saw this 3 letters on a paper...haha!
what my company do? supplies/ import/ export i tink~ haha! more to find out! hehe!

CNY 2010

2010-02-22T16:08:00.000-08:00

what's CNY w/o lion dance~?

@ peting's house on 6th day of CNY

people there: ren hao, amira, peiting, jessica, elaine, kc, ailing, janice, shi hui and zj [went off half way coz' sick]

me-> 4th day of cny

@chinatwn pt

me n bro...2nd day of CNY

me, mum n sis @ THE CATHAY

@ RAFFLES CITY

@ fish n CO Marine Parade with dad, sis n bro

me-> 1st day of CNY

2 days b4 cny, @ chinatwn...nthin much

dates to remember!

2010-02-17T01:18:00.000-08:00

National Friendship Day is on the first Sunday in August.
Women's Friendship Day is on the third Sunday in August
International Friendship Month is February
Old Friends, New Friends Week is the third week of May

what world am i in

2010-02-16T04:44:00.000-08:00

what what what?

what kind of mum make nasty comments at her own daughter?
what kind of mum shows obvious bias-ness towards her kids?
what kind of mum don't even discuss with her own daughter?
what kind of mum only talks to 1 of her daughters?
what kind of mum don't even have a common topic with her own daughter?
what kind of mum don't even understand her daughter?
what kind of mum only blames everything at u even though its not your fault?
what kind of mum makes u do something not important at all even she knows u not free?
what kind of mum only sees goodness in 1 of her daughter cause' she's making earnings?
what kind of mum treats her daughter as her maid?

what kind of sister loves to talk bad about u in front of your mum?
what kind of sister breaks promises that she promised u?
what kind of sister is nasty towards her dad?
what kind of sister thinks about herself only?
what kind of sister treats u as a maid?
what kind of sister talks crap without proof?
what kind of sister loves to see u get scolding from mum?

well...its my mum n sis!
isn't it suppose to be CNY?
why still so much conflictS?
my mum thought she knows me,
but actually she don't even understand me not even abit
everything, she only discuss with my sister
as if i don't even exist...
everytime when i got complains.
she never listens,
she only listen to me sis...
wassup with the attitude?
u blaming me for ur unforturnate?
u blaming me for ur marriage?
so what?
u thought i'm really happy in this world?
u never supports me in life~
remembered when i was pri 3...when i got top of chinese and maths, what's ur attitude?
u was like asking me to shut up!
but when sis got 1st....u been saying till today that she's better than me~
this is who u r~ selfish n only sees the best in her~
u think she will ask u move in with her when she gets married, we'll see to it!
u dun even think for me at all,
just like yesterday~ u n her happily planning everything without asking for my opinion, not till i screamed~ then u say, u wan follow who u follow la!
what kind of mum says that to u~
what about all ur plans ytd? end up where we go today?
because i followed is it?
FINE! i wun follow~
at least that's what i did to my frenz recently when i noe they not really keen for me to follow them~ 'i got something on' was all a lie~
i noe from the attitude and reaction of LL n HC~
like trying to keep secrets from me. when i asked when they goin? they like erm...
when i asked wat's their plans? they like 'i got smtin on'...
why i din contact my frenz?
curious or not~ i doubt!
want to know the truth?
coz i know jolly well when i was welcomed when i am not...
so i won't force things to go in my way!

truely speaking...i am sick n tired of my life...it SUX!
anyone wanna kill me? by all means~
i used to say, i live with NO REGRETS cause i already have the ultimate regret which is to be born in this world....

u r my family, u never know me cause' u did not try!
n i writing all these in my blog,
cause i wanna remember everything u did~
din u realised we don't even talk when only there's u n me?
i doubt~

when its time to let go, i will not hold on~ so be prepared
stay tight!
we'll see what's upcoming next!

HaPpEnInG$

2010-02-15T06:40:00.000-08:00

ok~ CNY...usual: BORING!
no mood, no feeling and NOTHING AT ALL!
n i HATE it most...when people make me choose between mum n dad~

nvm...dun even bother to explain~
btw~
my right eyelid been jumping for like 5 days long
can anyone tell me if its good or bad?
*jump jump*

hope its good~
then...i hope my 1st wish of the year come true: BOYFRIEND!
well, been getting 'QIAN' from god that says smtin good will happen....i will get a boyfren...etc~

ok...home?
IRRITATING AS USUAL!
NAGGING, SCOLDING, SCREAMING u name it la~
like the usual, home = war!

friends?
well...people from TP i almost lost contact like tat accept for sm who r slightly closer! :)
well..~ i miss all people ya!

some things kept in mind

2010-02-11T18:46:00.001-08:00

it feels good to catch up with my long lost friend...
i mean my best guy friend since pri 1.... lol...
wow, memories juz flew back into my brain~

nway...
u don't have to be a doctor to save a life
simply move ur car away from the lane the ambulance is rushing through~
mayb to singaporeans, we got to work a little more on that...coz tru observation, most singaporeans dun react early to the siren, lights of the ambulance, not till it is right behind them...

now, in medical field...this is smtin we gona learn...
every sec counts.... sm times, late by 1 sec can kill a person!
so...show courtesy when driiving, jus imagine *touchwood* smone u love, or mayb u urself is in the ambulance...how will u feel?

this year, went around collecting hong baos [jus like every year] and collected many.
from banks, i have: citibank, standard chartered, OCBC, POSB, DBS, UOB, hong leong. from others: TM, T1, sm random shops, AMK hub, NTUC, chinatown pt, maybank, china bank, breadtalk, bugis junction, U magazine, F&N, marigold, singapore pools, freshmilk, wang wang, raffles/lays chips....

most good quality hong bao: standard chartered....

most beautiful hong bao: i like OCBC...kinda unique

most cutest hong bao: chinatwn pt

most not nice hong bao: UOB

most generous place: OCBC, standard chartered

most stingy place: HSBC, singapore pools, followed by POSB, then TM

most colourful hong bao: OCBC, T1

most unique: citibank [got give orange]

most bad quality hong bao: UOB [too thin material]

others r just average :)

well...din manage to get any from HSBC [they dun even have...according to staffs] and singapore pools....10am oready dun have[my aunt oni got 1]! >.<>.<

nway!
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR TO ALL CHINESE
HAPPY HOLIDAY TO OTHERS
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO ALL LOVERS
HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY TO ALL FRIENDS
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YILIN
all on the same day! :S

its the end of this chapter of life

2010-02-11T02:53:00.000-08:00

spot the cute bird within the beautiful flowers

les candid!

i took a nap i guess

beautiful TP

some candid~

me n man

me n ling

me n chin

me n les

les n man

chin n ling

chin n les

ling n man

man n chin

les n ling

the 5 of us

members of TP BP

windy TP

candid took by KC

today marks the last day of my life in TP

gonna miss everyone here, i believe...

god bless everyone...great future ahead...to my fren: u r my best memories in TP, love u!

last official day in TP

2010-02-11T02:09:00.000-08:00

Ms christina, mls, scm tutor/lecturer

mr ted, ccom tutor

mr yeo [ob/mio lecturer]

I WILL - I WILL BRING HAPPINESS TO ALL PEOPLE AROUND ME

2010-02-05T23:35:00.001-08:00

I WILL - I WILL BRING HAPPINESS TO ALL PEOPLE AROUND ME

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TP LAST MEMORIES WITH TEACHERS!

2010-02-05T00:07:00.000-08:00

see told ya: flash not nice XD

SCM LAST TUTORIAL

IN LT 55

WITH MR LO HL: YR 1 BUSFUND LAB!

MR TAY PECON AND SQM LECTURER!

MR CHAN- OUR CP!

i wonder what our class guys doin behind!?

04 guys and CP

mian bao grp [2 missing]

germaine, cheryl, vivian and sara with mr chan!

whole class photo with few missings!

me and Dr Lin WD: SCM Tutor!

us [gals only] with dr lin

janice, elaine, me n kc tgt with dr lin

candid shot by elaine

ling, chin, man n les

ling, man n les

hc n les

les n kc

kc, pt and me
elaine n les

me n elaine

Pre-Birthday Wish

2010-02-02T03:03:00.000-08:00

3 years ago, i had this wish~
a birthday party with all my frenz...

today...i've made a new wish
to expect someone i don't expect to celebrate for me
who's the someone....
well...i cannt say...but is a fren i considered...
smone who i noe for oni a few mths....yet quite close with....
coz he helped me alot...n oso my class alot...so wan tnk the person....
but possible? u judge!

erm...fyi...my birthday wishes nv comes true...
so...dun expect too much of what i expect!

my pre-birthday wish: to expect the unexpected to happen!
*fingers crossed*

formal/ informal day!

2010-02-01T16:14:00.000-08:00

me in the morning! full makeup by myself! XD

MS DIRECTOR AILING!

MAINLAND KC

they from china i tink~

dun ask me wat's zj doin~ but they r frm my crm grp

fun guys~! tnx to their effort for CRM! hansen, ren hao, zj and shanizam not in photo

y point dustbin? zj say niz inside! o.o

with 01 gals: KC, ailing, elaine, janice n peiting

act cool only!

ailing, kc, janice, elaine, peiting

haha~ funny people!

ZJ's SQM grp! mr aaron leow! haha!

a pic with mr phoon, our sqm tutor!

rich bear!

informal me in afternoon with elaine!

me with jessica~

what happen if.....

2010-01-28T22:56:00.001-08:00

ok...this week is a beri confusing week... :S
tired is 100%
well...1st...2pid hotmail...seems like all my email drp into gabbage bin!
the feeling about time is like...
each day is no longer 24 hours, each hour is no longer 60 mins, each min is no longer 60 secs...
can u believe it...I AM SO SO SO GRADUATING IN 2 WEEKS TIME!!!
well...officially now...i've cleared my scm...individual, grp left with quiz 2
n...next week is left with ccom interview on thurs, SQM n CRM presentation on Monday
when everithin is about to end
i felt the relief and tiredness behind....
spending hours n hours in front of the com
spending days in sch

wat u wanna do aft grad?
good qn...
let me think think think

well...abit upset coz...its gona b the end soon
end of?
end of.....poly life...the freedom, the lifestyle...
its gona b different...
definitely not the end to my frenships....which i built in tp
i will miss all the gd times i had with all my frenz...

next...well...sm of u may noe wat tis post abt...sm rumors spreading so quickly that i thut its h1n1....
yayaya...got a new 'boyfren' every yr...
this time too
but tis time....many ppl told me seems like he really likes me...my reaction was...
o.o o.O O.o O.O
ok...who what where???
self explore ya!!!! not gona say anitin! sh!

times are down!

2010-01-24T21:18:00.000-08:00

my things happen last week....
been crying since last friday....
yup...
bought a new house...
for dad...n bro....
me, sis n mum still staying tgt in cuttent huse...
but will b moving out soon for renovation....
dad will b officially moving out in ard sep i think...
moved to pasir ris....
was v.upset abt it...coz hate to c hw sad my dad was...
n definitely worry abt him...coz me n sis noe bro wun take gd care of him...le's lack of concern abt ppl ard him...
n plus dad shud b retiring...coz to fulfill the amt for payment...now he got to work more...
n bro din help much i feel... >.<
i love my family no matter what.... <3

latest me! only u

2010-01-19T00:58:00.000-08:00

sm one really sweet surprised me with this!

1st time in TP till so late coz of napfa

this big sweep let me won $30!!!

some really weird seafood at AH YAT beach road...dad's treat!

EPS day~

surprise???! 15-01-2010

2010-01-18T19:16:00.000-08:00

wow wow wow!

a super tired and fun day on 15th jan 2010...

its....HER BDAE!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CMAN!

she turned 20 liao wor...

went....swensens....got a free bdae ice cream for her...

oooo...yesh yesh yesh...wat's her bdae gift???

a poker doted stainless steel PEN!!!! not PAN!

n of coz a v.v.BEAUTIFUL book [at least tat's wat i tink].....coz i design n do one ma....haha! shh~

nway~ yup...

went KTV @ chai chee community centre...aft tat they went blk 85 to eat i went off aft ktv....to tm watch 'blind sight' with sis n mum~

its NICEEEEE!!! muz watch!!!

nway~ haha...tat's abt it....lolS~

NaPfA = hAnGoVeR

2010-01-13T16:23:00.000-08:00

omo omo omo...
haha~ napfa coz me have a hangover this morning...
ouch ouch ouch!!!! pAin leh!!!!
like an old grandma.... >.<

okok...most impt...IT's OVER!!!
who cares fail or pass...i go for the sake of my testimonial la...haha

nway~ ytd....makes a new history in my life...
1st time i in TP till ard 8pm plus....
1st time i took bus frm the 1st bustop!!!!
n 1st time hand with cman, les, ling, hc in tp till so late...got evidence...dun worry!!!! haha!

today...ccom...later gona meet the gals for SQM too...yawn yawn...pain pain pain!!!

3-2-1 all things run~

2010-01-08T16:04:00.000-08:00

toooooo many things have been running in my mind
from frenz to results...
i have never been so concern abt results...but this sem...its otherwise...
i am v.v.concern.....which is of no good sm what...
mayb coz i got my aim
i noe wat i wan...
that's y....

i hope i can score well...
wish me luck

i love u my frenz!

alvin n chipmunk 2

2010-01-06T17:03:00.000-08:00

have i not told u about this movie??
oooo....its sooooo cute~ just like the 1st!!!!
3 chipettes brittany, eleanor and jeanette are as cute as alvin, simon and theodore!!! MUST WATCH!

thanks alot but goodbyez

2010-01-06T00:50:00.001-08:00

well...guess...its like another online war somewhere...
kk...anything...i always wrong...i dun want to fight with anyone any more...
so i am SORRY...for the previous post to the person....
3.2...gonna graduate soon~
so i dun wanna fight...
fair n square...
but plz dun use the F word or the B word coz i am still ur fren
out of concern...i posted it on blog...

n shocking to see that u wrote whatever u did in the fb...
sorry.... for my previous post again~

ME!

2010-01-02T18:02:00.000-08:00

1st day of new year....was a busy day~ went to orchard till quite late....this pic? haha~ 1st 2010 series! XD
2nd day? yesterday dad treated us to AH YAT SET DINNER MEAL...
today? sunday... woke up early fb-ing...staying @ home~

some random times

2010-01-02T17:32:00.001-08:00

spot the 2 birds??? found them at changi village....protected animals escape from...?

outside orchard ion

beautiful orchard!

wisma!

taka tree~ made of ferror~

paragon!

tangs~

beautiful ex-schools, my pri n sec...but lost of sense of belonging~

the last fren i met in 2009 @ tm mini toons!

huge prawn!

christmas gift frm uncle

yummy christmas cake i ordered frm cold storage

how do i live...? 1-1-2010

2009-12-31T17:07:00.000-08:00

well well well...this year...to celebrate from 2009 to 2010...
i actually catch a movie...@ 10.05pm....
guess what??
it ended at 12am++
haha~ i watch a movie a year!!!!!
n after that...took a slow walk hOME
haha~ with my mum n sis for the 1st time....even bro came home earlier than us~

today, gonna b busy!
well...any way...the last fren i met in 2009 is MAIZURAH!!!! congrats! haha!
1-1-2010....who i gona meet in 2010...? who's the 1st???

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!

.:coming soon:.

2009-12-30T17:04:00.001-08:00

today, marks the last day of year 2009!
from tonight 12 am onwards...marks the 1st day of 2010...
Reflecting the past 1 year...
been really fun and busy loaded with millions n millions of activities and surprises...
though, not everything is a great as thought~
but still i could say its pretty good~
new year resolutions:
GET A BOYFRIEND! *the usual*
work towards my dream....

when 2010 starts...it means in abt 2 mths time...
i am graduating from TP~
all i could say is....
i love u my frenz...!

christmas gifts

2009-12-25T02:03:00.000-08:00

chin

man

ling

frm les

cards frm ling, chin, les and man

frm chin

frm les

frm cm

frm mum

frm bro

this frm ling

all my x'mas gifts...

the disappointment is hard to describe

2009-12-25T00:50:00.000-08:00

merry xmas to everybody...
christmas today lor...my 19th chirstmas on mother earth...
@ aunt place...gona eat dinner with everyone tonight~
but but but....
i am really disappointed leh~
really...sorry i shudn't compare...
but both bro n sis got v.v.v.expensive gift frm mum..but mum oni gv me a pair of BATA shoes and a free gift frm an aunty...

my sis got a watch from fossil $170+ and coach key pouch $80+
bro, a shirt from tangs $80+ and a t-shirt from OG
i v.v.v.disappointed leh and definitely not happy

thut she at least got me a bracelet or necklace...haix
VERY DISAPPOINTED! >.<

Merry X'mas 2009

2009-12-23T01:58:00.000-08:00

22nd dec 2009~

KTV @ Katong!

with mian bao girls....cai man, lestari, hwee chin and ling...!

@ night~ went meet sheng qian, ying jie, benjamine ong, jane, jun xian~

the guys treated me @ fish n co! soooo nice....

got all my christmas gifts within this 2 days...

tnx to everyone! =]

dream a little dream of me

2009-12-18T20:44:00.000-08:00

Stars shining bright above you
Night breezes seem to whisper "I love you."
Birds singing in the sycamore tree
Dream a little dream of me.

Say "Night-ie night" and kiss me
Just hold me tight and tell me you'll miss me
While I'm alone and blue as can be
Dream a little dream of me.

Stars fading but I linger on, dear
Still craving your kiss
I'm longing to linger till dawn, dear
Just saying this.

Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you
Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you
But in your dreams whatever they be
Dream a little dream of me.

Stars fading but I linger on, dear
Still craving your kiss
I'm longing to linger till dawn, dear
Just saying this.

Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you
Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you
But in your dreams whatever they be
Dream a little dream of me.

But in your dreams whatever they be
Dream a little dream of me...

long long christmas

2009-12-18T20:23:00.000-08:00

yoz... check it out @ orchard! somerset 313 is OPENED! n of coz super duper crowded....
ok...ytd went buying gifts with aunt n cousin...
its like a CRAPPY DAY!
wassup? gosh~ i really cnnt stand my aunt n cousin...
my cousin...bcome really bad~
he even said that waiter n waitress are low class job~
as if he's high class...his mum was once a waitress lor~
then wat...my sis, bro n i decided on movie oready...then cousin 1 person say want change...we all muz listen n follow him~ WTH!
majority wins ok?! but nvm...we went watch 3D Avater...originally bro wanted treat...so save his $$$ for him~ hehe~

then wat...
aunt oni concern with wat cousin wan, wat he wanna buy...
i'm like #@%$#T%#$@#$#@
angry ma~
ask her buy me a $50+ bag...she like not happy....then cousin bought $160 shoes leh~
i remembered @ his age...she oni allow me buy $30 MAX...
not jealous...but this is god damn UNFAIR!!!!
sm more...ask her pay sis $70 present...she still like provoke sis lor...~ WTH!
sm more....as an adult...she even got the cheek tell sis...cousin's present only expensive ABIT!!!! ABIT??? HALO!!! 160 - 70 = SGD 90!!!!! u call that ABIT?!?!!!
sm more...oni concern where n wat cousin wanna buy...dun even bother abt us...
so stingy then dun buy la!!!! i wun die if i dun hv ur present....
i dun like getting ur present...still need c ur freaking face n attitude!!!!

wait wait wait~ wait till the day i got work pernament~ she will get it from me...

as for my cousin...he chose marie stella as 1st choice...coz he wanna buy mac book~
god bless him~ pardon me, i hope he dun go in...coz now he oready look down on alot people...
in his eyes...he's TOP! so after goin in...i tink...he wuld have his eyes moved to top of his head!
rude and hopeless thinking....
gosh~ what kind of parents he got?? still owe my mum alot money, dun tink highly of urself! n oso need depend on my sis get credit card for u...so dun act as if u r rich!!!!! gosh!

trust me...ytd trip was like...URGH!!!

i can't help falling in love with you

2009-12-14T01:38:00.000-08:00

wise man say
only fools rush in
but i can't help falling in love with you
would it be sin
if i can't help falling in love with you
shall i stay
like the river flows
surely to the sea
so it goes
some thing are meant to be
(some thing are meant to be)
take my hand
(take my hand)
take my whole life ,too
(whole life ,too)
for i can't help falling in love with you
wise man say
only fools rush in

but i-i can't-i can't falling in love with you
(falling in love with you)
like the river flows
surely to the sea
so it goes
some things are meant to be
(some things are meant to be)
take my hand
(take my hand)
take my whole life ,too
(whole life ,too)
for i can't help falling in love with you
take my hand
(take my hand)
take my whole life ,too
(whole life ,too)
for i can't help falling in love with you
(falling in love with you)
for i can't help falling in love with you~

the SHOTS!

2009-12-12T23:04:00.001-08:00

went to the restaurant eat...mum's treat for sis bdae!

bro hand shake with robot @ orchard central

i duno hw much this pic meant now....but still they r my buddies =]

huge real frog

hmm...wonder when i had this drink....:S

halloween @ downtown...with mum n sis

horns? thanks to chin... =] n it brought us good luck!

my cute LARGE and small spring!

dino spoted @ vivo

christmas tree @ ion!

along the street orchard 2009!

many reindeers spotted....what they doin in orchard? aren't they suppose to help santa?

christmas @ taka

me n sis @ PS spotlight

chinatwn decor

sis cook this!

nice hor? this r starfruit!

still sleeping???

this is for memory only~

chin n her 'CAT'

went to phin's on tues with man, les, ling n chin~

man's food~

les's~

mine

chin's~

santa took this motor i tink...instead of reindeer~ saw this @ tampines 1

my stawberry, lychee smoothie @ coffee club~

look like strawberry taste like lychee...that's wat i say~

my dancing tree

i designed these cards for some people

end up i realised...i made too many~ haha!

schooling...

2009-12-10T21:15:00.000-08:00

in school now...realised that i gonna graduate in like....few months time...
a little different this time...last time i hope to graduate asap...but this time i hope to stay longer....
juz too many things that i cannt bear to leave...my frenz, teachers and the school itself....
but still life gonna move on....
like i used to say....there's always a goodbye to all gathering...
but...saying goodbye coz i wanna meet u again!

now...i super treasure the time i left with my friends....
soon gonna leave them le....
hope we will can be frenz...be close in 10 years 20 years down the road...
u r precious to me, my friends...

n to my dearest godsis...
take good care of urself! hope to see u in uni! =]
to my so-called long lost frenz....lets meet up soon! =]

101% irritated!

2009-12-08T18:48:00.000-08:00

so angry now!
mum lor~ she threw all my bing pi moon cakes which r not even spoil!!!!!
ask her give sis n bro eat~
always dun wan
then now say spoil...she threw more than $50 away!!!!
gosh!!!!!
i so angry!!!! arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
*breath in n out!!!!
ask her eat!!!
always say wait wait wait~
now all throw!!!

o-v-e-r

2009-12-08T17:48:00.000-08:00

term test finally over...wun get full marks for SCM this time coz 4 marks oready FLEW off!!! hmm.. but still i am happy coz the hard times r over....

ytd went shopping with chin n ling...for the 1st time in my history..haha!
quite fun actually...lolx...n oso caught a movie- new moon...to me...i find the movie toooooo slow...
wow...ytd was god damn tired....went sch @ 7.30am...lolx...earliest record!
n way...i bought 2 tops n 1 buttom...will wear one day~ mayb n 2010! haha...sounds far but its like 3 weeks frm now...

oso...before outing...lunchin was at TM's Phin's! with....les, man, chin, ling...cool man~ 1st time i tink...or mayb not...haha! took alot of pics...will upload all later!

what's going on?

2009-12-06T17:06:00.000-08:00

can anyone please tell me what's going on???

well...this post is special to my fren...my best fren...i believe...
if i've done anything wrong...and u got proof...i more than willing to kneel down to ask for ur forgiveness... u mark my word!
*provided...the so-called wrong is not coz someone told u smtin n say is i said! then its pretty unfair to me...coz frenship is a word of trust...n u believed that person regardless i treated u as my best fren for 3 years...then wat's our frenship worth of??? in addition....yes...u mite wan trust the person....then u din even wan contact with me or confront me???? then i worthless to u.... mayb...n if tat's the case....i'll choose to let go....

if it's u own family problem....i more than willing to listen to u...cheer u up...coz u r my best fren...

last year...our deal is to b best fren till the day we die....to me...its still on...but the way u acting...its like no longer so....
tell me directly what's going on??? if our frenship still worth to u...i wuld do anything to recover the frenship if if if it's REALLY my FAULT!

if if if it's not my fault...at least dun let me so worry about u...notify me or something....
yesterday nite...i've cried coz of this....been so long ever since the last time i drop my tears...
please tell me...my tears are still worth it...

i dun wan history repeat itself...i dun wan....
3 years ago...coz of relationship problem...i've give up in my studies....not this time...
y things always happen during the last year of my education??? is it a curse??

and i telling u again...
I AM REALLY SORRY IF I AM THE FAULT!

and i definitely hope u can contact me soon!
for tomorrow is SCM test...i wun look u up after class i guess...
coz i dun wan to spoil ur mood for the day....
unless mayb u r giving me the chance to save the frenship...if again if its my fault....

long hours long days!

2009-12-02T18:12:00.000-08:00

woho...later got sch arh~ i sooooo sleepy now!
next wk term test lor...n i haven even started studying 1 word....
CHRISTMAS coming soon...woho! *hungry*
stomach grumbling now!

stupid facebk...always got connection error~ hmm :/
wat's now??????????? so sleepy...later got ccom sm more
*yawn*

wassup...how's things going? blah blah blah...well...in my plans...yes...things r wking in my way~
too bad~ u wun find out too soon! hehehe...shhh~ XD

hmm...
*i LOVE U so MUcH!*

call me evil if u want

2009-11-29T17:27:00.000-08:00

well...many things occur last wk...1st of all...watch 2 movies in 2 days...
case 39 and christmas carol
both not bad =]

a busy week indeed...
finali got the presents for mian bao galz...@ orchard! hurray!

also...i am still v.v.angry with smone...
so...
not going care...shall ignore the person!
next wk term test wk...gona chong!

utTeRlY DiSaPpOiNtEd!

2009-11-26T04:27:00.000-08:00

well...thank u but no thanks...
for 2 consecutive weeks...

if u r the person...mayb u noe what i am saying...
n fyi~ i AM DEFINITELY ANGRY and DISAPPOINTED in u~
and fyi...i am not gonna talk to u for quite some time!
*gosh*

ok...today~
my turn to be santa...
gave loads of gifts to lots of people...
thanksgiving any way~
so should SHARE! =]

MERRY EARLY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY EARLY NEW YEAR! =]

Its Finally Over!

2009-11-25T17:24:00.000-08:00

yesterday~ an Official finale to MP OSIP!!!! hurray~
everything goes of well!
not much qn on proj...mainly on our job in hanoi!

i so HAPPY!
my happiness is undescribleable!
haha~oops eng go dwn drain!
hehe~
today got loads of surprise in sch! wassup~? haha~ shhh! tell u later!
sch start oni at 3pm...so as for now...wait n see! =]

happiness is short...but still...Feels so good!

2009-11-23T16:08:00.000-08:00

hahahhahaha~ for once yesterday...smtin made me really happy n excited...woho!
according to my knowledge...i did v.well for SCM! hahah!

SQM wasn't so gd aniway... :/
nway~ hmm...ytd nite gt so mani tins happen...make me super tired nw...*yawn*
tmr MP OSIP judging wor! hmm...hope i can still *LAUGH* after that!

another war at home ytd...tsk tsk!

untrusted words

2009-11-20T01:49:00.000-08:00

alot of things happen recently...but i dun wished to mention...juz realised...certain times...u juz cnnt totally trust a thing.... =[

nway... i love u baby!

ok...mp...next wk....ganbette to me n members... =]
ytd encountered lots of jokes with LL tgt with Dr Lin Weidong...
LL noe why...but we juz cnnt say!!! SHHHHH~

nway...test ova....term test cmin! woho! yawn!

HoME = waR

2009-11-16T17:19:00.000-08:00

home is like another war to me...
no warmth at all...
everyday come home...u got to b ready for a new war...which may end up to b quarrel...
endless fights...yawn!

MoOd $wInGz...

2009-11-11T03:45:00.000-08:00

moody again today...i duno y...i duno y...
but yup... feeling better now... :S
well...SCM SCM is driving people NUTS!
haha~ but *phew* i relax now....
next wk MP rehersal...sianz

now i realise...
everyone life in this world with a purpose...what is it?
i don't know...

but i realise...i been becoming more n more selfish these days...
a lot of things happen to make me think in this way! =[
time to really think abt it! :X

DiZa$tEr DaY...

2009-11-09T17:57:00.000-08:00

yesterday is a 101% disaster day for me...
okok...my fault i know...
guess wat happen??

morning...was pretty happy~...and definitely hyper...
but but but but but....
realised at 11.45am....I DIN BRING MY CCOM OLD DRAFT!!!!!
die die die die die....

panic panic panic....ling asked me kol cher ask can postpone time?
*ok...tat's wat she's gd at....asking ppl do tins....
nway...for my own benefit...i called!

*ring ring ring
deadline extended to 2pm!!! hurray! got time for me to go HOME!
nway...cai man oso went home...coz...
she left her new draft at home!
so we both went off tgt...ling?? i offered her a trip home oso...SINCE she nv PRINT!
i like ##%#@$@#$ y she nv print???she got a printer at home!
n she start making a fuss out of everything when she know....DEADLINE is 12pm originally....
gosh~
nway...i ran for the bus...tnk god...69 came when i was abt to reach the bustop...but....how slow can a bus goes....*yawn*
293 came in like 5 mins time, though i missed the previous bus....
ran home...with a heavy album and a heavy bag!
took a cabby bk sch....trust me...if i noe aft all still gona b late for class...i rather take bus....!
waste my $6!!!!
i reached sch ard 12.50pm...aft submission...tat wuld be....12.55pm....not late for class wat....
but but but...tat ling ring me up...ask me go lib help her....she cnnt print! gt error...blah blah blah...so i went to lib....climb up stairs coz lift v.slow....when i reached lvl 4...she's nt there....!!!!
then i called chin....they finished le....went bk lvl2~WTH!
i took lift down... tat was like 1.20pm... gosh! *tnx to ling la*

till ard 2pm...tat's when i wanna slp le...YAWN!
then...serv tut...3rd tutor we got...haix haix haix....
wat a day!

sm more i duno wazzup wif tat ling's mouth...i go market like offend her!
everytime she like to provoke me with that 'ask yuwen, she everytin oso noe....she go market one...blah blah blah' so sacarstic!
hmm....as if she dun go super market....ya ya ya~ dun go lor...noe nothing!
gosh!!!!

last wk...not coz of chin...i will not help ling wif ccom editing wk.....1 person 3 wk to edit...yawn!
then tat gal...still got cheek asked me do her scm for her on fri...i told her...i worry i no time so did on wed...then she say...still got sat! wth~ coz' cher postponed deadline!
i wun b so dumb help her do....!

lazy time!

2009-11-04T17:41:00.000-08:00

its been quite some time since i last blog...erm...o.o...
ok compared to last last time...i blog every other day...but now adays...okok la~

well...last week when dad n bro away...me, sis n mum went pray my grandpa n grand ma...i din gt a chance to pray them ard apr tis yr as i was away in HANOI!
so now 'return' lor!

excitement week....
halloween...though raining but celebrations on!
but last sat was pretty suay!
mornin...run all the way to mac...breakfast time ova!
then what?
halloween raining thunderstorm arh! thut gona cancel!
what else? numbers i din buy open for 4D...din win! >.<
still got wat? not enf?? damn suay le lor....then wan eat nasi lemak...sold out...haha~
what a god damn sat~ :S

ok...sad days r ova...
guess i din tell many ppl...u noe scatchit? tat's the oni tin i will win!...won quite alot...haha~
nway...tat's my only luck! sis leh? strike 4D lor...ytd again...2nd prize sm more! *jealous*

hmm...went movie wif sis on tues...watch MJ's This is it!
not too bad...everyone clapped at end of movie...yesh~ his finale...

has anyone watch LOVE HAPPENS!!!??
MUZ WATCH!!! superb! romance comedy~ super touching!

sch started quite some time ago...nthin much, huge happen...except...
LING's in MY CLASS!!!
okok....tat's a SUPER SUPER BIG NEWS!
nvm...forgv n forgt...tat's y i try ignore the nonsence....but arh~ she tink she can make use of tat? nonoono! ask me do scm for her leh! WTH...i myself haven do lor...!
i mean ytd!...

nvm.....breath in n out! haha~
ok...blogging few hrs before sch starts...
been waking up damn early these days~
fall in love with facebook.....
haha~ as for friendster...really...they got to update...n not taking away the review page la!
*yawn*
ccom later...*.* weird time!

halloween!!!!

2009-10-29T06:15:00.000-07:00

coming already...halloween~!!!
this coming sun!!! woho!

i so happy,
started singing...
lalala~
lalala~

hmm~ this few days....kinda upset...dun ask y.....i oso duno...
juz got v.v.v.moody...!

some time...u c me...loling non stop...
some time u c me sitting one side kipping quiet...! shhhh~
that's me lor.... >.<

***dear...i love u =] and of coz i do, handsome =]

like i say...things not gona be the same ever since i return from vietnam

mum got her leave since last sat...now she return working...abit upset la...coz no more hanging around her lor... >.<

tmr going downtown....woho~ =]

the belated

2009-10-26T22:19:00.000-07:00

this are the photos whereby we celebrate 1 day before chin's actual bdae tis yr~ @ suntec auston!

heart-attack!!!

2009-10-25T17:56:00.000-07:00

well...last sat...bro n dad set off to korea...
hope its fun for them...
n...mum...got her leave off these days~ :S

wat's more....erm...this coming fri will b celebrations to halloween...woho~
gona b fun...
now...? in class...monica not here yet~~~~
a little worry since this morning...dun ask me for what~~~~
i oso duno... >.<

good luck everyone~
muacks!

back to school 2009

2009-10-18T18:42:00.000-07:00

long time never come school le...
almost got lost...haha~ oops....

miss my sleepp....yawn....1st class...okok la~

many happenings~ so will update really soon!

blow

2009-10-15T05:04:00.000-07:00

haha~ been so long since i last update my blog...
been pretty busy yup~
came back with lots of pics!!!!
yesterday is sis birthday~
bought her 2 bdae gifts...a CD ROM and a keychain!

i super happy yet upset some how...
haha~
happy about the new timetable
guess most of us were!
upset coz i know things are not going to be the same like before....
after all time flies u see... people change!

mum's new bag! COACH

a pair of pretty flowers...

my CUTE fish!!! yummy!

haha~ my hotdogs become heart shape

temp straighten my hair...curl or straight suits me more???

my sis creation...

my aunt bought this!

yummy fruit!

my lambo!!! haha~ found @ raffles place!

robinson vouchers that were sent to me as apology!

crabbies

my animals!

hwee chin's bdae cake

nice nice nice...auston @ centrept! ex but nice!

cotton flower

roast piggy!

big shoe found @ PS!

squirrel...isit spell like that?? haha~ found @ sentosa @ the resort i stay!

diff hair style guinea pigs found!

me, sis n mum wore the same clothings during NDP!

the unbeliveable! 851 oso juz arrived!

i forgt where i took this!!!

had this before OSIP i think~

dino spotted @ discovery centre!

all these pic were taken during my long holiday!!! =]

been working as usual! =]

20092009

2009-09-20T03:50:00.000-07:00

today...20092009...went orchard with aunt...
then went shangri la buy moon cake n c someone marry~
aunt bought a burberry bag @ $800+

not bad looking! =]
yesterday met CM @ orchard with esther... =]
selamat hari raya puasa to all muslim frenz =]

event ups and downs

2009-09-17T04:55:00.000-07:00

got my job started today!
FUN!!!
love my students...so funny! better than previous batch!
nway...been quite busy 'renovating' my house...haha~

hmm~ i wanna go out more more with my frenz frenz!
so sleepy!!!!

post 090909

2009-09-11T02:38:00.000-07:00

hey peeps...
long time nv update...
okok....090909 was 2 days ago...today is 0911...8 years since 911 case...
happy bdae to hwee chin...today's her birthday...
yesterday...mian bao grp got a miting @ city hall...oni 5 turn up out of 7...
had dinner at auston...
really glad to meet up wif the girls aft so long... =]
090909 i suppose get engage..a joke..btw...cause that's mian bao deal ma~ i get marry by 090909 tis yr....XD
but haha no bf leh~ engage wif myself...haha~ they now aim i engage by 20092009...hahahah....funny gals~

well happy holidays to all! =]

Robinsons accuse customers for theft due to incapability of promoter

2009-08-30T08:45:00.000-07:00

This is to share on an unhappy shopping experience at Robinson Orchard on 30 September 2009.
My sister and I visited Robinson at around 7.45pm that day. When i came across a particular dress, i took 2 sizes for my sister to try.
after trying, my sister left one in the fitting room and the other was in our hands. then we approach the promoter [Florence Chong] to see if there's other colours to the similar design, and we left with the same dress and shop around the same level [which takes us more than 15 minutes]. Then when the same promoter sees us again, she realise the dress is no longer in our hands so she asked me where i left it, and i told her i left it in the fitting room, so she went to check. But it wasn't there. So she approach me again, and again i told her i left it there, maybe there's someone else took it from the fitting room and tried. however, i realise she kept following us where ever we went. And finally when my sister and i were about to leave the departmental store, a security guard came up to us to bring us to the security office at level 5. There, we were being accused of stealing that dress. i questioned the promoter and manager: from the time she sees the dress in my hands to when it's not in my hands it was already more than 15 minutes later, that's enough for someone else to take that dress and try. i also questioned them if they have proof that i stole the dress? none of them got an answer to any of my questions. the truth is, the promoter is lazy to search the whole level [which was her job] and just conclude that her customer stole her item without any proof.

Now, just want to share this because i feel that robinson should gives me a reasonable answer to what my sister and i have encountered. firstly, Robinson has just embarassed us as everyone at that level were staring at us when we were brought to the security office. Secondly, ths staffs have wasted our time to listen to an accusation without any proof. i seriously believe Robinsons should train the staffs and make sure they don't accuse their customers of stealing without any proof.